Wednesday, March 28, 2018

I still haven't forgotten you.
it was enjoyable going on a field trip with my old friends government class to visit the capitol and ask questions of legislators.... one very angry secretary came out to confront the students who were asking how suspicious it is that few of these lawmakers are out...
she thought they had an attitude...
I knew she was angry and tried to placate her....talking to her only her gave her ammunition, some folks enjoy bullying..
maybe she has a need to piss like some females do to mark their territory
my  female dog urinates to mark her territory
 she must have been having issues to be so defensive and angry
regardless, she call the principal to complain about the students...
  I heard them and they were not rude... amazing
no worries
my friend visited her later and placated the angry lady

and we wonder why folks laugh at this state??

Saturday, March 24, 2018

another road to visit again... groundhog year,,,
vacation of slumming and taking it easy... first half with my son and second half without,,, a gorgeous,,, will watch and coach my sons soccer team sans my son.. cant wait to see him again...
I worry now as a parent , but have eternal optimism

Sunday, March 18, 2018

suddenly.... you are in the zone... for at least getting old... u have a weekend with your son before u worry that she'll keep him in whillockville...
when she takes him away for the 2nd half of vacation and wont come back

and then fall prey to  grandma shelob's web on main street the foothills of the Ozarks,,,

excommunicated .... but then a passage is given from the bible  to forgive, when you find out shelob made a duplicate of the key for her daughter

I don't know whom I love to hate more , shelob or the game of thrones incestual queen mother,, ive never met governor mary fallon (perhaps she could be on my miss ogeny list)..... seeing the fakeness come through in her plastic face

I am just letting myself be lazy this weekend after having hard few weeks at school, relishing the snow days with my limbo as to our future and the endless challenges to live in oz...

I am again challenged to type on this puter without touching the annoying mouse bar that will erase or put letters and words in the wrong paragraph.. and it takes me 10 times longer,,
I forget and hit the mouse bar.. 
 I wonder out there how to write more efficiently on a lap top without resting my palms on the mouse?

an ole flame has asked to chat with me on facebook  telling me I was the last man to be intimate with...  hmmmm
 ... knowing I have been burned by so many women and (conmen) in my life....

 father son time, slummin and hangin out
and this me 2 generations that worry if u become famous , how many will complain that u groped or kissed them??,,,, I love reminiscing but I have my fears
of rekindling...
when do you know there was a chemistry with some.... when u know some moments u could read each others thoughts,,, that "vulcan mind meld"
while being deep inside of each other

but sometimes I feel that way that someone is almost exactly where u are in biology lesson.. I have an idea and the teacher whom I collaborate with uses the idea...
perhaps like having a song in your brain and someone sings it the way you heard in your brain>>
those perhaps are deja vu moments (???)

Monday, March 12, 2018

hes watching  steven Colbert.... and thinking he could ve been up there...
sad that heure wished .... he could have had more lives to do so many things...
phases of his life...
and then slowly reaching getting back into the cruise... he could feel sad...
but he figures he could plug along, being patient until he can take his family back to t Oz,,,

good day... except he x, whom I am obliged to take care of so that  can see my son.. I  worry about talking about teaching...
this laptop frustrates me.. haven't figured out how to avoid the mouse bar.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

Another wonderful weekend with my son
. Debating about whether to answer and talk to an old flame
Life is so short and time goes by so quickly. Is it worth it to reconnect with Old Flames.  will it hurt just more.. Life is About the connections u make..  regardless of the neighbors and whomever the audience is I need to really write my feelings down every single day.  I really enjoy weekend's especially lazy weekends when  I just get to   hang around with my son my dog and my beautiful black cat

Friday, March 09, 2018

another great week with my son

great weeks with him...
seeing him grow,
jealous that  the teacher spends more time on the growth of his  mind

I want to do so much, excited that we gave great lesson,,,,,
I loved her encouragement and support....
thinking I could be married to woman who believes in me and pushes me to be my best

now im feeling tired finally, so I need to go to sleep

I love you