Saturday, July 01, 2017

another apology

part of my heart is very sorry that either of you were not in my life for a much longer period...
but then I would never have my son who is incredible, and the powers that be wont let me see him on a regular basis, but the Lord works in mysterious ways (coming from a hopeful agnostic)...


I've had a few incredible loves, and I don't regret these beautiful women come into my life, and sadly leave.... sometimes I wish that I could talk to them...ones in heaven, one or 2 won't talk to me, and the other has a beautiful family in France  (I sometimes think how wonderful it would have been to be the father of her children in her wonderfully hospitable family... even when I barely understood any French! we had wonderful conversations, all night on a deserted green country peninsula, the van of French backpackers, and then us swimming in our birthday suits about 4 decades ago)...

the wonderful conversation spiced up with a little herb (funny how im more afraid to talk about it than gays are afraid to come out of the Oklahomo closet...)

to be continued...

1 comment:

  1. disapproving eyes pass judgment ... and in their self righteous way, have been brainwashed unlike 2/3 s of the country that realizes it does way more good physically, financially , creatively, and the powers that be now disapprove... the biggest hypocritical religion backing them up in their interpretation of the bible

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