Tuesday, June 28, 2016

"Buffy is problematic"

I love my neighbor, Charles but I do get a little jealous, because Charles was always sweet to her and let her sit with him on the couch... and she has always been so in love with him... she used to wet herself with excitement but now she still acts like her puppy in her twelfth year of life... she will be 12 around xmas....

but Buffy now as an old Rez dog loves her freedom and will use any chance to escape... and first thing is she runs across the street to sit on Charles porch...
 it was a nice cool morning yesterday so I stupidly left the door askew to let the morning breeze in....
she of course is gone for 3 hours being a holy terror to other dogs barking through their fences...

so she of course greets Charles and his wife... she sends me an email   "buffy is problematic "

hmmm... i'll leave it at that for now..

"Buffy is problematic"

I love my neighbor, Charles but I do get a little jealous, because Charles was always sweet to her and let her sit with him on the couch... and she has always been so in love with him... she used to wet herself with excitement but now she still acts like her puppy in her twelfth year of life... she will be 12 around xmas....

but Buffy now as an old Rez dog loves her freedom and will use any chance to escape... and first thing is she runs across the street to sit on Charles porch...
 it was a nice cool morning yesterday so I stupidly left the door askew to let the morning breeze in....
she of course is gone for 3 hours being a holy terror to other dogs barking through their fences...

so she of course greets Charles and his wife... she sends me an email   "buffy is problematic "

hmmm... i'll leave it at that for now..

Thursday, June 23, 2016

t's great to be back in school , sort of...
It is amazing how summer has flown by so fast!
I'm wanting to write more but the bug has not captured my desire to write..
At least I can say hello to everyone

now I've escaped to Serendipachi again and all the worries of reality

We are still at war and Bush is still in office but at least his "brain" is gone!

I joyously accept my beautiful home away from home on one of the most beautiful stretches of beach in the world, the Gold Coast.

The desires of my heart are fulfilled when I swim and surf in the crytal blue waters of the Pacific.

I'm planning on going there for the winter break for 2-3 weeks..I'll have to find someone to take care of my darling Buffy so maybe I can find someone that will be staying here during the xmas break...they can put her inside my home in Serendipachi while I'm gone...

It was sure nice having an escape from reality travelling with my canine soulmate all around the northwest part of this still beautiful country despite the onslaught of RV's and noisy overtestosteroned motor bikes...
we saw so many gluttonous gas guzzlers escaping the heat and crowding from the ever expanding megalopolis's of over cemented suburbia with all of its "bubburbans" driven by Bubbas and Bubbettes totally oblivious to their own thoughtless trails of their carbon imprints!

I loved seeing all the wildlife and natural geographies of Yellowstone, Glacier, the Tetons and the most beautiful and least disturbed by our eco-monsters, the Olympic National Park....
It is said how our forests are being destroyed by fires as a result of the warming. I heard on NPR how a new beatle has arrived due warmer summers that leave the trees even more succeptible to forest fires...All throughout the midwest the beautiful forests are being ravaged by fires!


other than that, I'm having a wonderful time exploring all of New Mexico with a special friend who is not a psycho like others in the past.

It is amazing how life can be so wonderful when you can share your life with a wonderful muse!

Tuesday, June 21, 2016


for some reason , I feel far freer (?) going in here to this " zone" for comfort in a nonjudgemental audience ( me and LA??)
I am recovering from PTDS post traumatic divorce syndrome....
but I was really divorcing the in laws...
so everything was going well in the arkiezone as long as the much tamer queen was in charge...
(even so much as enjoying a little herb from the manufactured weedarette with filter attached)..
I was most impressed with the old king's weedarette maker than anything along with being impressed with the well manicured homegrown...(and ..wasn't this one of the main thing the Ozark family was going to use against me in the divorce court that never happened)

I of course was knowing we needed to vacate the mini king/queendom as soon as possible before the peace that I made was all shattered or up in smoke with the hilarity of his high pitched laugh of an old bloke that enjoys being the center of the limelight imbibed upon by his magic herb and of course his patrician beer (he would always cut me down for so many things to ridicule how cheap I am)
   finally with the medicine and encouragement from my x mate to join the ring instead of ignoring his freshman/middle school bullying behavior (brought on by being the youngest of his brood and always showing that he was better than his brothers)

he becomes a different man after the herb and brew, going from introverted fitness nut to outverted bohemian asshole and the star of the show.. but it is his domain, so its his Donald trump right to still wants to show off in front of his family and pretty women
 he acts like he will pass but passes it my ex of my stepsons gf continually playing keep the joint away from the outlaw of our family

he laughs his cackle and shoves the cigarette and snatches it away as I put my perhaps too eager hand for a little medicinal toke, that helps me de stress among annoying bullies

I express my frustration to my x and she laughs knowing her dear old dad so well...
" that's just Joe"
he runs off to his room as if he still wants to prove something, especially in front of his kin, and comes back with
a quarter bag filled  and packed up with the delicious herb  and snatches it away before I can even touch or smell it

"You'll get this when u leave" he says in his faux redneck/hillbilly way"

deep in the back of my mind, I know its a false promise worthy of Trumps promises ... (I think this man only speak with forked tongue)

after finally obtaining the last dredges of the cigarette , he wants it back almost reaching over trying to grab it... I keep it feeling I obtained it successfully in his childish keep away game with his daughter...
This makes him very angry and as predicted says...
well you aint getting this!
and take his prize away and walks off as a child would when he says  to the other boy, im not playing with anymore!

and I think what can I do to make this unbearable stay better other than avoiding this man I have to thank for being here because I would never have met my son !
for some reason , I feel far freer (?) going in here to this " zone" for comfort in a nonjudgemental audience ( me and LA??)
I am recovering from PTDS post traumatic divorce syndrome....
but I was really divorcing the in laws...
so everything was going well in the arkiezone as long as the much tamer queen was in charge...
(even so much as enjoying a little herb from the manufactured weedarette with filter attached)..
I was most impressed with the old king's weedarette maker than anything along with being impressed with the well manicured homegrown...(and ..wasn't this one of the main thing the Ozark family was going to use against me in the divorce court that never happened)

I of course was knowing we needed to vacate the mini king/queendom as soon as possible before the peace that I made was all shattered or up in smoke with the hilarity of his high pitched laugh of an old bloke that enjoys being the center of the limelight imbibed upon by his magic herb and of course his patrician beer (he would always cut me down for so many things to ridicule how cheap I am)
   finally with the herb and encouragement from my x mate to join the ring instead of ignoring his freshman/middle school bullying behavior (brought on by being the youngest of his brood and always showing that he was better than his brothers)

he becomes a different man after the herb and brew, going from introverted fitness nut to outverted bohemian asshole and the star of the show.. but it is his domain, so its his Donald trump right to still wants to show off in front of his family and pretty women
 he acts like he will pass but passes it my ex of my stepsons gf continually playing keep the joint away from the outlaw of our family

he laughs his cackle and shoves the cigarette and snatches it away as I put my perhaps too eager hand for a little medicinal toke, that helps me de stress among annoying bullies

I express my frustration to my x and she laughs knowing her dear old dad so well...
" that's just Joe"
he runs off to his room as if he still wants to prove something, especially in front of his kin, and comes back with
a quarter bag filled  and packed up with the delicious herb  and snatches it away before I can even touch or smell it

"You'll get this when u leave" he says in his faux redneck/hillbilly way"

deep in the back of my mind, I know its a false promise worthy of Trumps promises ... (I think this man only speak with forked tongue)

after finally obtaining the last dredges of the cigarette , he wants it back almost reaching over trying to grab it... I keep it feeling I obtained it successfully in his childish keep away game with his daughter...
This makes him very angry and as predicted says...
well you aint getting this!
and take his prize away and walks off as a child would when he says  to the other boy, im not playing with anymore!

and I think what can I do to make this unbearable stay better other than avoiding this man I have to thank for being here because I would never have met my son !


Monday, June 20, 2016

no good deed goes unpunished

blessed are the peacemakers...hoping to make peace with x dad in laws and was working well enjoying the herb but always he wanted to insult his x son in law
i figured mowing the lawn, buying him steaks, would all help..
I was the odd man out and couldnt kiss up to him well enough
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take your dog and leave


Sunday, June 19, 2016

so great to have my blog... i want to thank steve macintosh for being in my small network of friends.. so cool!
have to figure out how to tranfer photos to this cheaper chrome book



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feel free to write comments ... especially knowing i have readers makes my dads day while waiting for my family to wake up this afternoon!!:)

Thank you LA!   i feel this summer we are coming out of the closet in so many ways... if one can make peace with the x inlaws , one can solve world peace...
puff puff pass

i feel like when i write this I am talking to you , because you are in effect the mother of my baby...
:)
its amazing about being a parent... and for 2 years I missed my baby and almost my best friend, lover.. etc...
this blog has been way out there and now i realize it will be the rough draft for my book...
ala jack kerouac, hunter s thompson and a little cheech and chong perhaps... all children of the marijuana movement .. that I feel is almost a religion if not already.. if that is the way you feel??
 ...
with this blog, its my backyard where I can walk around naked if I want and some neighbor wants to complain , they can look the other way...
the freedom to enjoy a view and park your ass on a chair and watch the waves or the world spin!!

from facebook:

happy Me day!!! and I wont feel guilty for writing on my blog, enjoying coffee canabis and some of the longest days of theyear!! certain things I havent shared really until this year and wondered when I might come out of the "closet" 9 (i know u might be thinking gay but im just not going to feel guilty for enjoying this wonderful herb) and thought this was my phrase for closet cannabizers?? .. so with a few friends who I dont feel are too judgemental towards my lifestyle, philosophy and style of expose??
here it is www.escapetheokiezone.com put a like if you visit my site please as a daddy day gift? 

dont eat a piece of pizza before a very hungry woman who is eyeing the tasty slice that you have in your hand!

Saturday, June 18, 2016

wow!!! we finally figured out how to write some more.. i am so excited about putting all of this together eventually for a book!
Thank you Leigh anne!




Saturday, June 04, 2016

wow... we are back in the OKIE ZONE!! PRAISE OUR GREAT BENEFACTOR AND LEIGH ANNE

ok... what do we do now... so much has happened , but Lord and Universe willing , we will plan our escape from the Okie zone again!!

cannabis actually helps my creativity and I'm able to get along better with my xhalf! 
But unfortunately it is so expensive , so we have to use it sparingly and when I want to watch the News and communicate with her, she is so much more relaxed that I am  able to get my point across!
It is a beautiful day on a Saturday and I have actual hope that, one step at a time we will get through everything!
I worry about being entrapped in the Arkie Zone when we visit the In laws!!
Colin and I are now at the Warr acres library and I feel like I can write with impunity, and not worry about the powers that be censoring anything that I write..
I had so many hassles with Dot Easy but it looks like we finally unlocked our domain with LA's wonderful help!!
Godaddy is so much better and they have a chat room. Dot easy has only a Canadian phone so you cannot communicate with them!
I will continue more in a little while!!

Well I decided to try a new theme for this blog… Sometimes I’m amazed at all the posts that I’ve written over the years and comes up 2000s...