Friday, September 28, 2012

can u take a picture of us??



i couldnt resist showing this pic again!

I wonder what those indians had in their peace pipes??
but if what they had was a little cannabis,
they would have talked and laughed and probably made peace with each other....
that's what it took for us to make peace last night and since it's good organic homegrown..that my better half actually enjoys like a good beer!!
and everybody was happynow we've had a good night sleep after the rain,the sun is shining through the clouds and I pulled myself away from the "View"...
a day or so after watching the happilly married couple, the Obamas, be on the show
and snubbing(??) all the world leaders leaving much fodder for the Repubs to complain about our president, while saying the polls are skewed... since they are losing them by as much as 10 pts in Ohio!!... so having confidence in Obama being able to really fix things up in his second term is much higher... while i try to look for the cheapest flights and take care of all loose ends before we off to Oz adventures...
right now < Singapore Airlines is the cheapest but it would take us at least 30 hours with stopovers in Singapore and Tokyo... so i have to check hotel rates in those countries...
Fiji has the cheapest rates for hotel rooms, but there were good and bad reviews...
the temperature is always very hot there!!
so im sitting here in one of my favorite spots of this retirement/resort community of Fairfield Bay with this gorgeous swimming pool and one of the best views of the bay

 fyi...my favorite native american peace pipe was mysteriously missing when i left it on top of one of our native american painting... i loved that pipe, but I'm happy i still have our favorite NImbin pipe....
and it would be hard to find one like that again!!

Thursday, September 27, 2012

what a day... sometimes it's very tough being a dad and even tougher being a husband...


How is Buffy doing?? I cant wait to give her a big hug!!

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

are coincidences signs??
often my honey and i say something and its immediately mentioned on the tv...
or just the way things are happening often in pairs
like the giant turtle...
i imagined a giant turtle for my story and now a 600lb turtle being saved is on the news....
we are having a lazy indian summer by the pool ...before they shut the pool at the end of the pool while i sip on a 16 oz beer...
i have so many things to take care of...
especially bills...
but today is a relaxing day...
while we organize everything for our adventure

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

walked into ihop... and i had that image of my once in a lifetime soulmate who departed way too quickly... and spoiled me...
then she gets up and walks to the loo
and i thought she was a character out of true blood... , the vampire series...
it was almost a dream moment...almost surreal...
and i know some of my favorite readers
will wag their finger at me
that homegrown is the best...
and so i do feel some gratitude to dad in law
who gave me his troup of marines that went to 'Nam
dad i.l. wrote down the group
and wanted me to show it to my best friend , Charles, who has actually fought there..

so the idea of this marine tribe continues to flow
and the connections with my good mate continue
perhaps he's my muse... a Watson to a Homes?? perhaps...
u roll ur eyes...
aah life is so short, but often a little medicinal herb helps the reminiscing and ruminating(??)


i suppose i might get a lecture in my future about
the types of shows that might appeal to me
and the thoughts that can ruminate in a man's mind...
but today after taking care of some business
and will continue to do so tomorrow
the engines are already running
and the pilots are ready for takeoff

colin Murray loves planes
and now wants one with a remote control!!
he loved the model plane we put together and painted the other beautiful rainy day in the ozarks.... in our little tree house...

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

well i broke down  and finally bought a new puter for 330 with tax and 3 year warranty...
after spending  a much larger chunk of cash on something that i had to do
to at least feel vindicated after the trauma i've been through...

i feel so much better when i have my writing pad...
knowing the word is going out there immediately..
im happy Eric is doing better ... a wake up call
but thanks to Obama care, he won't go bankrupt, as any poor victim would in the recent past ...
so Buffy's family will be able to give more love
to the daddy of the home
and hopefully heal with love

I remember the  squatter/builder  knocking obabam care
only a month before he stiffed the hospitals for almost as much he conned me

 while i was helping me him buy his japanes bike and
the boat that could actually fit in my 2 car garage...
while he camped out in my home  free for a year
eric could have easily fixed it for less than half of his shoddy job
where tools were actually left in the roof
after putting a minimal amt of insulating straw

this was the bloke i trusted
 to fix up my home burned by an arsonist redneck squirrel
 who waited until we were one hour out of LA and over the Pacific..
(there was actually a photo of the suicide squirrel)

http://www.polyvore.com/escape_okie_zone/thing?id=11336250

wow!!   when i did a search for own site, someone else is using my title with a pic of the evil witch!

Saturday, September 15, 2012

i did a search for merman and there was the large turtle behind him...
my fantasy of this race was connected with the turtle
the psychic and telekinetic powers of these symbiotic creatures helped them relate to each other and for the future of their offspring...

the tribe wanted to stay in touch with their land cousins but had to be extremely selective with this trust so that they would survive as a race of hominids...
the only connections were with humans that could could communicate with them telepathically over thousands of miles...
they had to often breed with humans to keep their race viable..
and most often their human lovers would drown
as the tribe was often fearful of letting this secret go from myth to reality, the way aliens are percieved just as wild science fiction!

having a chance to write to you finally after this plethora of broken down computers!!
finally getting stuff done but so frustrated sometimes...
but then if i take it 1 step at a time, i believe that i can do remarkable things...
i have a remarkable son, gifted, and i've been given the chance to teach him to be an amazing individual in an amazing world...
do i get jealous when others take him away from my attention??
duh...
hopefully we'll be off to Oz before too long, which Colin still sometimes thinks about...
but fear telling the world this knowledge for fear of angry redneck squirrels...
sometimes we do what we want, when put little things in perspective and maybe can achieve just a little greatness... is that sometimes my own driving force??
my son is currently occupied with these learning games on the puter, while i chat with you and figure out a game plan this rain lazy(??) saturday morning....

Monday, September 10, 2012

im in the most arctic spot of LUmpy's bar and grill, having a 25 oz. beer, while debating about going outside for Mom;s tiny blue sweater that helps me feel her energy when im in insecure moments that i wonder how i will come out of them...
it always these turning pts , when i come back to the okie zone and visit with charles over a coors in my humble abode, happy that im taking care of business, while meeting each challenge...
feel like we are finally on the verge of something great, while i type to you and overwhelm you with my needy feelings..
kathy, the seasoned waitress, say "it's 72.. it's hot everywhere else"
it doesnt help to be under the fan...
and i forgot most of hats to protect my head...
so finish the beer and head for the chinese buffet??

Wednesday, September 05, 2012


9/5/2012 1:45:04 PM
..LA, you asked to send me some of what I’ve written.. well it’s flowing rt.now>>
I'm glad Eric is doing better! look forward to seeing u all soon, maybe we all can do pizza this time and see if Steve and friend can make it??
this senator gives turtles a bad name!
 another draft...

There was a connection with all the different times.. he could go into it’s past and feel  all the memories and visions of this 125 year old monster size turtle…
who befriended the tribe in  it’s youthful life. It emerged from it’s shell in 1840, This was the same day that the boy’s great grandfather was born..
Here it was in the 60’s and he felt the connection well over a century later,
As the turtle breathed it’s last breath on land…
He stood on it, unknowing that it was still alive and then he playfully beat his arms on his chest as if he was a little Hercules or Tarzan..
Until he felt it’s energy
It’s last few breaths on this plane of existence… almost as if he was a character in Green Lantern, where the images and visions of a persons’ life permeate into his/her consciousness…

He sensed this camaraderie this creature had with this marine tribe,,, and occasionally contacts with humans…

From the war between the states through the world wars and how the earth had changed while the tribe dwindled in population…

Many of these visions were imprinted in this child’s psyche and even subconscious… so that when he grew and became stronger, he would be able to handle this overwhelming amount of information…As the boy grew into manhood, his mind would wander to the beach where he saw the turtle and this endangered tribe…

As he grew older,

He wondered if there was something mentally wrong with himself, because he continually saw these visions and heard this mysterious voice ;;;

Like the folks who claim they’ve been captured by aliens,


he was afraid to tell shrinks for fear they’d label him with some sort of delusional paranoia.. as he grew older, he became less concerned about what others thought when he realized how humans are, compared to this “magical” image that he had of this aquatic hominid tribe.

Wherever he went, he was worried that his peers would call him weird,,, this would go from weird to crazy when he mentioned a tribe of people(??) that live in the sea…

And for him, it wasn’t just santa claus,,it could be real!!…

or was he imagining this long before he took up herbal creativity smoke in his long term midlife crisis…

he grew older, still worried that  he would be stuck in this angry red state , getting kicked out of bars for saying that saddam had nothing to do with 9/11… and just questioning our govt for starting these endless wars that would eventually  only keep the military industrial complex happy…

these endless wars plagued mankind, something that did not happen with these beautiful people that wandered the seas with this turtle

they lived in harmony with not only their own , but with other large marine mammals throughout the ocean.

 This turtle that let himself be washed up onto the beach that epiphenous day in the xmas holidays of 1965 where he once was born and made his trek with other brothers and mates to the sea… the precious visions of this creature’s long and amazing life were transferred into the consciousness and subconciousness of this young lad who encountered him before it passed to the next life…

Monday, September 03, 2012


Labor day.. and I chose to take it easy with a passion…   while flipping back and forth between cnn and fox just to see the  way our possible future could go.. at least for our family in the states...
we will avoid coming back for too long, if romney wins!! so i decided to write
There was a connection with all the different times.. he could go into his past and feel  all the memories and visions of this  very large ancient turtle  ..

this turtle befriended the tribe in his 20’s… born around 1840
This was the same year that the boy’s great grandfather in Scotland was born.  One son went to Oz and the other to fight and die against slavery..
the turtle was living at the time of the american civil war, when this aquatic hominid tribe thrived..

in the xmas of '65 just before his 10th birthday, he felt the connection
to the turtle when he stood on it's very large hard shell
As the turtle breathed it’s last breath on land…
 when he  saw the turtle, he had know idea that it was still alive
until he felt it’s energy... briefly all the life of the turtle was flashing in his mind like a dream... he could see all the images that the old turtle saw before he parted..
he looked out at the seas and saw what he thought were a group of swimmers.. he was starting to become near sighted and could not make them out clearly, but when they saw him spot them, they all went under the water out of sight. Then he thought that he saw a large group of fins go underwater, with only one remaining staring back at him.
The creature barked at him in it's own language, that he at first could not make out, but then realized that it was trying to talk to him.. He kind of understood it almost telephathically , that the creature's tribe was there for the turtle's last moments of it's long life before he parted ...
 

Saturday, September 01, 2012


 i guess i could n't resist...
i didn't feel guilty because nothing happened and i told my wife and dad in law while we shared some homegrown...
and about the epiphenous experience...
this queen of the tribe (who reminded me of an ex), was the leader of this experience....
the normal male and female mind wanders as long as you know who your lifetime mate is....

the rug rat in laws are away for a beauty pageant that my neice in law won...
must be some ugly girls in this state..
just kidding..
it will only exacerbate her stuck up prima donna attitude..
but seriously it's been a nice relaxing avo at the inlaws while i peck away furiously as if were a future aussie/american hemmingway...
the thoughts somehow lately help me realize that they might not be far off..
the avenue is there for me to take the avenue ....
like charlton heston seeing the red sea part while he leads his tribe from the african continent!... (how do u like that metaphor)
... im still getting over my visit with the hippy bus
while getting wake up calls about our own mortality
when a good friend/business partner suddenly had a heart attack!!
wow...
and his better half is my once and future publisher of my encounter with mermaids/men...