Saturday, June 30, 2012

i watched the movie, "Artificial Intelligence", produced by Spielberg... and cried when the robot child , David, brought back his mother for just one day...
I cried..and let the tears flow, imagining the wonderful moments that I had with my own mother..now I'm crying again..
i love my family so much...

Thursday, June 28, 2012

long live Obamacare!

for all u racists who didn't want Obama to succeed...  ha! ha!
affordable healthcare isn't just for the privileged or healthy...
Romney is pissed along with the very wealthy 1% who enjoy seeing the masses suffer... why should they get good health care!! 
there is now hope for our country...
our mood will change the poor and lower middle class...
you don't have to worry about getting bankrupt for high greedy hospital bills!

peace of mind!!!.. so wonderful that our family will be taken care of and our lifesaving won't be shattered by the greedy republicon way!!

life on the beach can happen... and now feel we can live more comfortably...
unless another republicon takes over!!

Monday, June 25, 2012

224

pounds!!   ok...gotta be realistic, G!...i was down to 96-7kgs...that is 220-6/7 lbs..
my self worth is depending on the daily grade from the scales??
IVE already lost my abs...
and ive been skimping on the laps.....
after the car accident where a huge redneck pickup banged into my left rear side of the ole infiniti,
i was feeling lower backpains... so i procrastinate about seeing a chiro, thinking he might make my lower back feel better...
enough to enjoy my trip better
intimidated from calling this short fused lady with this common attitude that folks serving customers on the phone can get..

Sunday, June 24, 2012

yeh!!!.... some of the daily  routines(?)                  are the best...
just taking my son swimming each day.....
soaking in this place like it's an expenesive resort...
which it is if you joined time shares!


time share... the concept is great
and it still works...
im dealing with my old learned                 instincts...
writing essays to put out there                        and i see the response...
watching a movie that has to do                    with instincts...
and especially little snippets that               i can really relate to...



Thursday, June 21, 2012

wow... worried about my computer passing away...or the battery not working anymore...
God forbid, I would lose access to my blog
as if you were a long lost mistress of the night... and my message to you wouldn't be there...
i thought how I would lose my connection or know I would have to have the inconvenience of finding another mode to communicate
and perhaps for you, my potential muse, would'nt be able to listen to me as i compartmentalize my life...

my little family is the epitomy of of a low carbon imprint (laziness) in fair fairfield bay as we are in the longest day of the year...
and i can celebrate the solstice with you , my intimate readers, who have perhaps crossed paths with us...on life's short journey...

p,p, puff, pass... sipping on this quart can of miller, watching the stocks tumble again
and at least happy that we have a lovely little parking spot near the pool...
walking up some stairs to a beautiful large pool ... the ocean was a little longer walk... perhaps 50 meters more...
a langorous lifestyle... swam with my son and now he's taking a nap with Mommy.. and i have a moment to write
and have delusional cannabized images of me being an old man by the sea .. ala hemmingway pecking away on the computer the way he pecked on his typewriter each morning before he played and hard in the afternoon... the popular he man combined with intellectual of his generation.. a living legend... there aren't intellectual heroes(?)
colin is swimming underwater towards me and he has become confident swimming between mommy and daddy...
enjoying a beautiful lazy day in summer again!

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

hmmmm... what is now in our future...
i will get better at writing lists and taking care of business..  trying to settle down for a little while in our tem porary parking spot with view of fairfield bay (when u stand up and look over the neighbor's roof..)
it's a change from the sometimes busy or crowded(?) beach of my beloved home...

Monday, June 18, 2012


i dont know why these pics arent getting developed... enjoying a sunday just with my son away from the inlaws... just feeling lazy and want to put off seeing the inlaws..

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

I have realized that Im better off writing on in this Microsoft word processor


As Hemmingway stood up and finger pecked his way to some of the greatest american novels…

What inspired his greatest work, other than Martha Gellhorn and the beautiful women in his life??

Acclimating to the northern hemisphere… taking each challenge one thing at a time…

I could easily get overwhelmed with the future..

But I take it as it comes, as if I have a lot of time on life’s chess clock..

I have to be good to myself…writing in my own style..

In my own world slightly cannabized with some homegrown…

Feeling more guilty about the herb than sipping down 4 16oz coors…

Ashamed of my loneliness, avoiding eye contact but learning to have confidence to face people …

But slowly…and endless summers are sure easier than endless winters of darkness…

p,p,pass,…seeking friends and God to help us out with this endeavor..

Could we perhaps get it all together??…

All the signs are there that we are ready to create something really great…
 perhaps, A solution for our economic Armageddon…

I strongly suggest we find that magical rip that will take us past these angry challenging waves..

And then just finding the perfect wave to surf into winning the race of happiness that can be so elusive to the human race
 
 
we are tuned into this rat race and cannot untune..
unless we make a concerted effort to have a low carbon imprint... if enough decided a family can live comfortable without spending incredible amounts of money.. we can grow many of our vegetables and meat....
deciding to go on strike...and change our lifestyles drastically...

Monday, June 11, 2012

 I already miss the beach!

beach bum:
n. Informal
A person who habitually loafs or idles on beaches

Saturday, June 09, 2012

unconditional love...
is that what happens to most dads                    that fall in love with their family??
we are settling into life at the retirement        community of fairfield bay...
our view isn't as good as last year
but it's still there if stand up and look over the roof...
no comparison to our view of the sea...
but we can see the bay..
and we are so close to the pool, where        i can religiously practice my stroke
and perhaps stave off the extra weight                       of being lazy??
while i relax  in my new parking spot
and spend time with my son
treating these moments with him as the Gold in my life...
his blonde hair bouncing up and down  
as he frolics in his new surroundings
living vicariously in his new life
as he becomes smarter


Tuesday, June 05, 2012

I am so proud of my family and of myself...

making the right choices so we can succeed...
I've learned to do the best things for us as I pleasantly discover that I can do things that I never expected tto be able to do...
it was amazing how we only stayed with the inlaws just a week...
my honey was excited to be in a new little home for a week even closer to the pool..
so hopefully , I wont become fat too soon...
knowing there is food in the frig...
as I gradually get my clock adjusted to going to bed earlier....


we are still in between oz time and okie time...

"It's about time!"

Gov. Andrew Cuomo on Monday proposed cutting the penalty for public possession of a small amount of marijuana, a change in state law that would defuse some criticism of the New York Police Department's stop-and-frisk policy in minority communities.
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With three weeks remaining in the legislative session, Cuomo said his bill to reduce the criminal misdemeanor to a violation with a fine up to $100 would save thousands of New Yorkers, disproportionately black and Hispanic youths, from unnecessary arrests and criminal charges.
New York City prosecutors and Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly, whose offices handled almost 50,000 such criminal cases last year, endorsed the Democratic governor's plan. Mayor Michael Bloomberg said the bill largely mirrors the city police directive issued last year for officers to issue violations, not misdemeanors, "for small amounts of marijuana that come into open view during a search."

Sunday, June 03, 2012

I wondered about the many different things that I could talk to you about...
first I want to say thank you to my friends
a support network is what is so important
I want to believe in magic
and seeing how perhaps there is a protective God
when we ask for him
dare I call it magic?
when perhaps that I think that I can see into the future
the future can always change...
and we expect a certain destiny
but when we imagine and even pray

the most beautiful things can happen in your life..

Friday, June 01, 2012

Marina Keegan

we are here now and then we no longer exist...
but sometimes we live on with our words...
its our words that mean so much more
when its all taken away...
your world as you know it is gone
realize how happy we can be in the magic of the  present..
watching this little snippet about this young beautiful girl so excited and happy about the future that she and others could do for the future...
I need to check her out on facebook!
"the opposite of loneliness" about the teamwork she felt in college before her accident...
she felt she had so much time.. how ironic

oops

I guess, if u decide to edit an ld past      it comes up in the present date format...maybe LA, u could help me next we work on our bestselller!!
i need to write this bestseller soon the way our economy is on the verge of Armageddon...it would be nice to find a time to come up and work           on all of our books... steve crow mac suggested we start an internet medium where we share ur woks....