Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Evolving into DADDY!

are we ready for the wave??
At the back of my mind was the subconcious desire to become a my life is devoted to bringing up our beautiful son in this scary new world...beyond my wildest dreams!

Monday, January 17, 2011

I hate it when my camera doesnt work...bad luck with cameras... sorry Im showing some recent pics..but missing out on great moments!!

Friday, January 14, 2011

wish I could find my coffee cup...where on the beach did I leave it??

wow!! I forgot that I had told Crow Mac or LA(?) to write on my blog anytime!! was a very pleasantly surprised New Year's present for the scary year of 2011...
 we have a little jet set 420 circle!!
..and soon maybe u will be all jet setting when we write a best seller and movie together (delusional or just cannabized??)
u never know???
ive been lookin each day to see when u all pop into our international 420 club...i see u n the feedjit when I see Independence, KC, Charles in OKc  or even my friend , Eliazar from the land of enchantment, New Mexico!!
who spiked my coffee?? umm what were u sayin?
it would be cool to party with u all again while makin jokes about how lunatic palin is especially if she runs?? scary or waht??
la, perhap u could reintroduce your hereinreality chat room and introduce steve to the famous characters of the old  room??. ie.darth cheney and Jules..that chat room was a l0t of laughs when we were worried about a 2nd term with Bush... God Forbid if Palin gets elected ...imagine how scary the country could become??

write some more guys!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Things Seem to be Looking Good

John, old friend. I am pleased that things seem to be going well for you and the family. I visited Leighann today and both of us thought, "Yeah! This is how things should be for you."

Keep dry and make sure you have your water wings close by should the sea rise.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

How close to the wild, wild west is America becoming?

move over a little to the right so I can get you into my crosshairs! Perfect. Smile!

do u ever wonder about crazy females lost in the wild of the arctic north eating children to survive??
i told u that I DONT NEED MEDS,dr!! just give some more of those bennies !
 this crazed psychopathic woman  is defending her position after she recommended the assasinated congresswoman, Gifford, be put under the xhairs and be the next target..this lunatic lady loves guns and then in the same breath loves Jesus! I am very scared how incitful (to violence) this crazed women is happened with could easily happen with these right wing extremists! it could be anarchy when these folks with guns and a little knowlege get together!
Look into my eyes!...resistance is futile!
umm, how do u spell nuculur??
... don't you think this lady looks obviously psycho??
Could u imagine this lady as your gun bearing mother??
 I would do anything to keep a lady with those evil eyes far  far away from my child as possible..(i feel a littlesafer over 9000 miles away from Alaska!) George Bush was an idiot but  somehow stole the election to become our leader,,,
it is even scarier that this pycho could become president  with one of her deadly fingers inches away from the nucular button!!
\editor's note:
Benzedrine is the trade name of the racemic mixture of amphetamine (dl-amphetamine). It was marketed under this brandname in the USA by Smith, Kline & French in the form of inhalers, starting in 1928. Benzedrine was used to enlarge nasal and bronchial passages and it is closely related to other stimulants produced later, such as dextroamphetamine (d-amphetamine) and methamphetamine
The drug was often referred to as "bennies" by users and in literature
ohh Daddy, help me! that scary lady in red, Sarah Palin is giving me the evil eye!!...

Monday, January 10, 2011

ok..we could worry about global warming with flood waters rising along with our sea and it raining here for most of the last 2 months...
and we could worry about all the wars for oil... or our beautiful beach being taken away by the sea...or the global fucking financial crisis with lunatics running around with guns in the states or.....

(why worry?? when we can be happy! :)
 we could just be happy that our family is safe and sound in our little flat on Mermaid Beach...happy that I could swim in the water brown from all the floods entering the sea ... happy that my honey had a very energizing walk and now while Colin is asleep, I can write a little bit in reflection...
life is too short to be fretting yourself to a frenzy
when you need to spend the time with the people u love!!

I had a good dream  this morning that i was wanting to talk to you about and I forgot after I woke up..

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Flower child of Mermaid Beach

Why it's safer for us to live by the a far off land with few guns!

ok...instead of big waves , somewhere else we could be dealing with big guns!
Rep. Gabrielle Giffords of Arizona was shot in the head Saturday when an assailant opened fire outside a grocery store during a meeting with constituents, killing six people and wounding 13 others.

Giffords was listed in critical condition -- the bullet went straight through her brain -- but the hospital said her outlook was "optimistic" and that she was responding to commands from doctors. The hospital said a 9-year-old child was among the killed, and a U.S. Marshal said a federal judge was also fatally shot in the attack.
(from Huffpo)

What is holding me back from writing so much??
Strange dream this morning I had about an old girlfriend…I felt guilty afterwards and even more guilty writing about it…
I am so grateful that my family is here, but especially from my son who should be such a wonderful inspiration to us both

 it's a few hours later and the cyclonic monsoon of constant rain is happening again.....since our few days of sunhine have been rare, we all try to get down there together as a family!
Ive learned this time to write on the word perfect before I transpire it to the cyber world…
Time is flying by on our vacation as we live it day by day trying not to put too much pressure…
it is going on close to about 6 weeks made the decision to come out here...Ive been here for well over for 2 months...and know that at least Im the best shape swimming since college...but I wouldnt even come close to those times now...but by April??)

I use the metaphor of my ideal surf swim race where
I follow the right rip past all the very challenging waves
and then patiently do the elementary backstroke gaining my breath and waiting for the ideal winning wave to help me win the world titles... for my life a success?? as only I could feel that it was an accomplishment...
today there was too little handicap for many of the swimmers and too much time (4 minutes)... I ended leaving for the race towards the very end of the pack..
I took a good wave in and saw several a little ahead of me...
I let them run ahead of me
so my handicap wouldnt increase by more time...
it's up 2 minutes from last time...

now it is a few hours later and Ive had a few moments alone where I can write to you a little...
my honey comes in and wonders why there are no pics of her??
and so this is for her and us :)
but I feel guilty about a dream of an ex gf who still haunts my subconcious...
but it was nice to get a little extra sleep after my honey let me be as she took care of Colin...
(yesterday, i took him for a long 3km walk to Broadbeach following the large tractor and stopping at a booth with exotic animals and free cake and cookies!! and she had the whole morning off!)

my son is obsessed with tractors and just now he left the cot so he could sleep on the couch near me..and then he saw me and cutely sat on my lap...

Thursday, January 06, 2011

another wet day...but spending time with my son is the best time in the world

we are finally taking Colin for some swim lessons at Pizzy Park where olympic athletes were trained as's a great place for a child to grow up away from the video games...
now if only we had dry towels

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

the Pacific Ocean (our backyard) is beautiful... it is one of the best places in the world to bring up my family... what a shame if our beach was destroyed like the poor beaches of the gulf because of our gluttony for oil!! at least our family rarely drives and I ride a bike for groceries...we could finally say enough... I will not pay taxes to a govt that promotes wars for control of the oil in the middle east and let them get away with saying the lie that it's about fighting terrorism...
oil company barons and the govts that are into the deep pockets of oil corporations are the real terrorists!
my letter to Huffington Post!
when will we as a people or the human race finally say enough??....and decide how essential it is for cleaner alternatives to black ugly oil...this black crud has helped destroy the earth and think of how much blood was spilled over a gallon of this crap that was spilled in the once beautiful gulf!

:WASHINGTON -- As deepwater drilling returns from a months-long hiatus in the Gulf of Mexico, the protections that Congress drew up to help victims of oil spills remains stuck in legislative limbo with no clear or likely path to passage.

The Obama administration announced on Monday that it would allow 13 companies to resume deepwater drilling, which it had suspended in May during the massive BP oil spill that followed the Deepwater Horizon's April 20 explosion.

Administration officials categorized the move, which would affect a total of 16 Gulf-area wells, as a logical step for a drilling industry suffering under the ban. All the wells had been operational before the Deepwater Horizon explosion. Moreover, the affected companies would have to comply with new safety rules, though not new environmental reviews.

"Safety is our top priority and the administration has already taken unprecedented steps to increase oversight and safety of offshore drilling," White House spokesman Clark Stevens said. "Any offshore drilling taking place in the United States must meet the rigorous new safety standards put in place since the BP Deepwater Horizon oil spill."

But while the oil and drilling industry was getting back to business, consumer advocates, legal experts and Hill lawmakers were airing concerns that Congress had essentially abandoned its efforts to improve protections and compensation for spill victims.
The major piece of legislation that Democrats drew up in response to the BP crisis has yet to pass the Senate, meaning that if another spill were to occur in the Gulf, the total compensation for economic damages would remain at a paltry $75 million.

"When you consider the risk that offshore drilling poses to our coastal economies and environment, the current cap on oil-company liability is just a spit in the ocean that does nothing to hold them accountable," said Sen. Frank Lautenberg (D-N.J.) one of the chief advocates of eliminating a cap on economic-damage liability for oil companies.