Wednesday, June 28, 2006


Serendipity is finally finding paradise when you least expect it. I was given a lift into the town of Byron Bay and saw that Island

and it was saying Welcome BACK GARVALD!

So today, I swam out to the island and turned around when I reached a fishing boat anchored about a kilometer from the shore!
I'm showing Jon, another traveller from Hull in Yorkshire, this blog about my travels and tribulation while waiting to get a lift from this other English couple into Nimbin again! NIMBIN REDUX!!!

Sunday, July 2nd
Ive finally rented out the wet suit's tight so it shows my gonads, but I won't offend as many folks as I might have when I skinny dipping in the Pacific Ocean.! (just kidding..I dint offend anyone when my willy wallowed in the wind!)
I think I'm gonna just stay here for 2 more weeks! Ifokkin love this place!! It would be nice to see M but I don't know how I'll be able to not get depressed when I could have had a hippy wedding just at sunset while the sun goes behind the volcanic mountains behind Mt. Warning from the Byron Bay beach perspective!

The story continues of Garvald's adventures. He feels younger again but only after waking up 40 years later from his childhood play. He wants to frolic again in the winter mist of the land called OZ! He missed the party of living in this funloving's only exemplified in coastal area down from the mountains where Nimbin is settled...he feels the magic of this serendipitous place... finding this tropical area be continued
so I need to get out of this club (even though its the most wonderful Backpacker hotel, that I have experienced! I have been at the BACPACKERS INN ...IT,S LIKE A VERY INEXPENSENSIVE CLUB MED!) and carpe diem, seize the day, and the Irish girls next to me on the puter don't know James Joyce! shame on them!)
Well, Im off boogie boarding to join the Enlish sheilas on the beach! Its like only a tiny walk along the path through the Byron Bay rainforest across the extinct rail lines.
Monday July 3,
So I only have 10 minutes to chat with you from this cyber cafe in Byron Bay. This is the last day, before I have to take the bus back to Mermaid Beach! I love this land so much!
It's great partying with everyone from all across the world!
Byron Bay is the best... living right on the beach! It's like Club Med! I am so amazed that it's winter here yet still so many folks swim. The dolphins are all around and I even tried to swim out to them.
The surf club has a daily swim every morning at 8 and about it looks like about 50 men and women from all ages go swimming. There are constantly whales going up and down the coast!
I justfeel guilty that I'm not doing more things right now!

"Friday, June 29, 2007
Don't wanna not gonna

We've all done things we don't want to do, but have you ever been able to PERSIST in any action that you absolutely felt no desire to do?

And does this mean that when you talk about doing something, but never take action towards the doing of it, does that mean that really you have no real desire to do it?"
Chills run up and down my spine for the new moon! The loony witch will put a spell on a weird pair of grey socks with green stripes that I forgot that I had...I always felt that this woman was never into black magic but listen to her hatred:
"This is where Voo Doo comes in handy. I don't ever use it though, unless there is just no other alternative. For example, I once used spellwork to cause a woman who was abusing her child to have severe stomach pain any time she went to beat the child. Thank God that situation got rectified. On the next new moon, I will be getting rid of something else that's been bothering me, and it used to own a pair of grey socks with green stripes that are going to be key in my spellwork. It will be great fun, and make me feel a total release, the same as I did when I burned every lie that was written on paper to me. And, it works. My keen bullshit detector is working just fine.....the little abused boy went to a safe home, and hopefully soon I will have some actual peace to enjoy some things which I like to do daily but seem to always be somewhat ruined by grey sock guy. Why? Because I must constantly deal with him. He keeps trying to sneak into my crowd of friends and make me pay attention to him. It's sick. But, I don't want to get rid of my friends to have peace, that's ridiculous. So Voo Doo it is....."hrefGuiseppi Verde said...Who was grey sock guy and what did you believe were lies that he wrote to you?
Did you keep his socks specifically for this voodoo?

I guess the article on manic depression put her on a psycho vein that she often has... and realizing why I should not take it personally even though it still hurts because of her lies to me asking me to be the father of her children.
We were doing wonderful but during one of your episodes you insisted on having your stepfather and Mommy Dearest over to my home (I was enjoying it being our family home more than ever in my life)

It only got worse from there, I should have just gone to the RED DOG that fateful eveing
and avoided her regurgitating why I wasn't a good father because her mother stated I couldn't do plumbing
Mommy dearest trying to talk her darling daughter out of our relationship by mentioning to that her emotionally disturbed daughter spent time in an asylum!
This was while the poor unsuspecting daughter was in the loo!
This coming from a mom who would laiugh when she would pretend to be gone in a large department store!.....with her crazy two parents, one wonders why she turned out
a little twisted??

Thursday, June 15, 2006

"just watched a thing on the History channel and it says we are all going to perish a most unreasonbly fiery death no matter what. unless we just die out as a species....which i actually think could happen pretty easily. So i asked myself.."self?" (long pause)..."what in the hell it is all for anyway then!?" then i remembered. it's just for us, our human need agenda. i think our spirituality is just a physical way for our human selves to link with positive energy and try to direct it to ourselves and those we love. with that comes fellowship, friendship, support....things which actually do, in reality, help people on a daily basis. I've pretty much decided that the important things are what they are in your life. you see them, you make sacrifices for them, you pray for support and make your own safety net of friends...but all in all, no one really knows a damn thing about the reality of what God is, if such a thing exists, etc. it's just hard to decide which thought is scarier...the one where we could actually be driving ourselves toward hell every minute of our sinful lives, or the one where it doesn't matter nayway because eventually, we're all toast. So that just leaves...what's really important? maybe it is to live in the 'now' moment, and cherish gratefully the loved ones we have been given. the days we spend not hungry, and are functional in our community. we're not burnt toast yet, and we are not any closer to figuring it all out, but it sure is fun to be on this ride with such good people"

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Happy Days are here! Finally found the Mermaid Beach library thanks to a few beads of the Addaboy and getting over the intimidation of calling them up to ask for directions! That will give me a free hour a day to chat with you blokes and sheilas as much as possible! I save 2.50 to come here and it's closer instead of dealing with the no personality Oriental that owns the cyber cafe! (Do I sound racist?? Maybe I'm just a little jealous that somehow he was able to come over here at a young age and start his own cyber cafe, when I could have figured out a way to work regardless of all the paperwork and lack of support from my family to come over here at a young age! I just heard that it was much easier for Asians to come over here than Yanks from my Dad when he said Australia was trying to overcome it's racist image and have a cosmopolitan mixture of all races!)

The weather is getting colder but the ocean has stayed at a constant 21 or 22 degrees centigrade which is about 70-72 F since I arrived about 2 and a half weeks ago. I'm thinking of going walkabout for a week or two so Muffy might get worried about how serious my "sheila" friends get! She found my credit card number and expects it to be a paid vacation if she finally makes it down unda for the last part of my journey!

Oh by the way, it's passed 6/6/06 here in OZ but I guess it's still that ominous date in the states! 900 # more hits and it will be 20,000 visitors to this site (approximately) but I know there a lot of frequent visitors among steady 2o that check into my life every other day (?).

6/08 Thursday
Muffy just called this am and it will cost about 200$ to expedite her passport that I've been telling her to get for a long time! We still talk everyday but I don't know what to say when I actually fall in love with an Australian. There are so many temptations. I don't think she will like the idea of me dating anyone else??....I just dont know how long I can go on despite my waning testosterone with all these beautiful temptations that sit beside me and start chatting with me because they like my accent!! Why is it that girls always go for exotic accents no matter where a man travels??

fan mail:
i don't have a lot of problems with paralyzing fear unless some stalker won't leave me alone after they have physically harmed me before, or someone nearly runs me off the road or something. but i appreciate the fact that the information got posted. fear has never kept me from being a good mom, from being myself(in whatever form i exist that day), or from expanding my career. considering that my career is raising children, i'd say that i've got it down to a peculiar and loving science. anonymous said...'it's up to you to get out of these patterns!' okay. you're obviously the expert

I never physically harmed you. You blow so many things out of proportion. Why have you said that all the men that you've been with have physically abused you. Then someone raped you.
How did you let all the problems happen.