Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Great Night Sleep!

It's amazing how much better you feel after a great night's sleep! Wednesday, March 1st, 2006!
I was feeling so horrible yesterday morning worried that I lost my hearing but I wanted to still make sure that I woke up early yesterday because we are having testing Tuesdays and Thursdays these two weeks. I woke up in the middle of the night with a buzzing in my right ear and I couldn't get back to sleep worried about the testing since I felt like I'd be under scrutiny. I made it through the day and scheduled a visit with the doctor to get some eardrops to fight the infection. My blood pressure was the lowest ever in my life, 113/74, after taking lots of garlic pills everyday for the last 2-3 weeks. It was about 150/90 when I was under the stress and paranoid about the meeting with my administrators. I've been so much better since the meeting after taking the Bull by the horns!
"Addaboy" says Muffy.

I get the support from a lot of the staff and I felt they were all on my side for getting this chess project underway. Even Mcb was very supportive and told everyone in the faculty meeting how chess helps kids with critical thinking! She and the staff were all very congratulatory and elated with me about our team taking 2nd in the districts! I suppose our biggest obstacle is our athletic director who shouts whenever I ask a question. So the safe option is just to email her about what form I need to fill out to reserve a van for our state meet the first weekend in April! {April Fool's Day!}
Betty Lou was excited for our team and me. After she saw so many boys come to our homeroom for our emergency meeting, Friday, she told me,
"I wants to drive you to the state championships like I did last year!"

She’s been really supportive about getting the van for our team!

This morning was so wonderfully warm and I was so refreshed jogging and walking fast to school with that view of the sun on the Serendipachi Mountains in our back yard! Happiness sometimes is the contrast between feeling wonderful and rested compared to being sick and tired! Those days I feel like I'm ready to take on the world! It's amazing the difference in my outlook over some gloomy days I've had. I was saying hello to everyone regardless of how they might feel about me, I was sharing my happiness of the morning with them! I woke up at 7:26 realizing I had only 20 minutes to take a shit, shower, feed Buffy and make my coffee mocha before I ran to school! I was actually feeling happy!I'm still so excited about our chess team and sharing in their excitement too. It almost reminds me of when my tennis team was going to the nationals 20 years ago and we had to prepare for it! This project and our team is what is motivating me to come back to this village next year, but I still have to keep the powers that be happy!
I shouldn't let it bother me, that I don't even get a grunt from Mr. Trout when I greet him. I suppose he's angry still with me for putting him on the spot in front of Mcb, mentioning about him ignoring the one referral I wrote about Clay physically threatening me. Who knows why he hasn't appeared to like me from the beginning of the year? We both have the same hairline and he also taught special Ed. He’s even more mentally disabled than me when he needs Mcb to check for his own typos and misspellings when he officially writes me up! The other letter he unfairly wrote on me in the beginning of the year for “letting” the school radio be stolen from the classroom had all sorts of grammar and spelling mistakes. Here’s an example of a recent email to all the staff, "subject: Parents sing in sheet. Make sure to get me the parent sign in sheet"!

Monday we had parent/teacher day! I met Clay's mother and his other older fraternal twin sister. I could see all the family was really having fun together. He has been showing up again at school and his mother says he seems to be happier. I let him research this band, "Six feet under". He was excited that they are coming to our land of enchantment March 22nd. I also met the mother of a student with ADHD and told her how he's been improving in chess. He becomes very focused the way I do on chess and told her that he has the potential to become a very good player when he slows down and focuses even more. I told her that I was ADD as a child and still have it. I told her how chess helps you become better disciplined. I am pleased the way my sped students have been reported to be getting better grades since playing chess!

Monday was a success, feeling the positive vibes from everyone including Mcb actually coming to our special ed potluck dinner! I was happy she wanted to have our chess plaque displayed in her office! They all liked my tomatoes and onions and fresh bread that was made! The staff needs to all get together more often. I was glad Betty Lou organized it. Mcb seems to really like her and encourages her to become a regular teacher here at the school. I've been helping her ocassionally with her homework!

Muffy is coming! Wed. 11:30 pm March 8th:
Please universal energies, let us have a great time together and that it be the right time of the month. I was chatting with her and telling her how much I've cleaned the place up and even the inside of my car, but she wants the outside to look good too! I'm worried that I'll be caught in congestion on I-4o and the two hour drive will turn into 4! Maybe they'll let me leave a little early and hopefully Mcb will be in a good mood tomorrow and apreciate all that I've done in the Life Skills class. I spent a lot of effort trying to contain a child with down syndrome who wants to play with himself continually. My back is really sore from keeping him away from areas where he might throw things. Finally one of the nice thoughtful assistants gave me some string and that pacified him and served as a reinforcement to behave. He finally started working on the puzzle and sat at the table. (I need to take a bunch of motrin and a hot bath before I go to bed tonight!) The other student refused to get on the bus for the 3rd day.
The regular administrators weren't there so when the student's care center adminitrator had to pick him up he wouldn't budge either. I asked for help from the administrative intern, who was the chess coach last year and my friendly neighbor who is a very good English teacher to help out. All four of us carried him to the bus and I held his legs so he wouldn't kick. What a day. I almost expected to end the day seeing the after school student who called me a mother fucker yesterday, when I was introduced to him by Lola, the other after school tutor. I talked to Marla, who kind of reminds me a little of Anne Coulter physically except she has premature gray hair, insists that students naturally want to push my buttons. I am a target for everyone to pick on.
Hopefully Muffy won't pick on me after all the work I've done on the place . At least I still can't hear out of my right ear from the allergic infection maybe from the altitude and the very dry dusty air mixed in with the brand new pollen of spring trying to emerge....God only knows if Muffy starts nagging me, I won't be able to hear her....hmmm ADD mixed in with deafness ! that cocktail ought to keep her very happy!
Today was beautiful when the snow covers the mountains and all of us were eager for there to be a blizzard!....I need to still amend a lesson plan for Mcb since I'm taking off Friday! Lata mates....

ps...I thought when life deals you lemons, I'm starting to take it the right way and make Lemon Juice, my other female in my life started her biannual bleed!
I notice last night how Buffy was licking herself more and now tonight when I asked her to sit, there was blood from her Estrus on the linoleum classroom floor. She dutifully cleaned it up before I gave her some of my old homemade bread that I had forgotten about from the life skills refrigerator!~ ;)

Snowed in by Mt. Serendipachi ~ March 14, 06
I'd like to start getting in the habit of writing to you as a first priority before I go blogging and searching for an audience to voice my complaints about Republi cons as the world outside of Utopachi disintergrates! I see on the news how there's all sorts of tornadoes and fires everywhere including Okiehoma.
I sometime almost wish that a tornado came through and took my house since Muffy has my good paintings in safe keeping and the house is worth far more with insurance. I just would like my good renter to be safe!
I feel a lot more comfortable with him than the previous resident axe murderer. It always gave me the willies when I saw axes by both the front and back doors. ... don't let me get started on blokes like him that feel justified in sticking you with a huge ac bill! aah, I was feeling good until I started thinking about that mistake and the social chairman and wife who pushed him on me with their own guarantee that I wouldn't be stiffed! ...I'm glad he's over a 1000 miles away breathing his hot air on other vulnerable neighbors....
fortunately it's the windy city so it will disperse after the negative vibes have settled into the 'hood like uranium in your local well water!

In a little while I'll continue about being snowed in with M just before Aunt Flo and how she was the best behaved except for one tantrum,
"I've never stooped as low as you being with such a nerd!"

maybe she can correct me on how it was worded. I thought it was best not to respond and find the nearest bar while she had a cigarette and then food was the best solution to her anger and I knew asking her to eat a banana would only cause her more stress and less hair. The Mexican restaurant did the trick even though I was irritated by these large families bothering you with jewelry every few minutes while you tried to eat your fajitas!

It ended well with wonderful stooping! I'll go into more detail in a bit...

It's an hour later and with some women you just can't win. Now she's angry that I get to moderate comment before its published on my site!
"What about freedom of speech?"
"Im ashamed of you, Garvald!"
Lillian offered this service to me, Muffy and these others can cuss me out and say things that they want on their own blog!
Now I have a rotten feeling in my stomach but I guess I might as well call Dad rather than deal with the negativity. Her daughter has been treating her horribly and so I let her cry on my shoulders this morning and this is how she pays me back!
It's like driving into a snow storm so she can find her nick nacks at the flea market and she's angry because the Gods seem only to favor me....
the only place open is the one thing I'm looking for!
locally made honey!
"Why do you have to finish what they say when they are explaining something? I'm this close to hitting you!"
So now M is very angry because I have to approve of what she writes before I publish it!
In the past, I've never censored her rants but she mentioned my name!
"I'll slash your car seats and let your dog loose if you leave me in the car again! I swear Garvald!"

It's 11:30 and I saw that M is still fuming about freedom of speech. She was angry when I told her about this a year ago.
"I'm still ashamed of you, Garvald for screening comments. You mean you can dish it out but you can't take it? It's censorship and I think it's cowardly, especially from such a First Amendment guy like you. I guess it doesn't matter what I say b/c if you don't like it you won't let it be seen."

I haven't censored any comments except the ones with Alene that were very cruel. If someone wants to leave comments all they have to do is register. I will moderate comments because I prefer to remain anonymous just as I keep everything anonymous. That is my right. We had this argument a year and I do believe in freedom of the press but there are some very angry people out there that want to do harm to others. I have a right to survive and my own pursuit of happiness.I'm sorry you are ashamed of me but that's not unusual as you have never been supportive of this blog.I am more honest putting my feelings on my sleeve. When you are angry you don't want to listen. I hope that for your own health, you start relaxing more and quit being so angry.

for some comic relief
I've been allowed back into under another alias in case anyone or even the government starts going after liberals!:
Here are some comments from my favorite hobby lately!

What do our opponents mean when they apply to us the label "Liberal?" If by "Liberal" they mean, as they want people to believe, someone who is soft in his policies abroad, who is against local government, and who is unconcerned with the taxpayer's dollar, then the record of this party and its members demonstrate that we are not that kind of "Liberal." But if by a "Liberal" they mean someone who looks ahead and not behind, someone who welcomes new ideas without rigid reactions, someone who cares about the welfare of the people -- their health, their housing, their schools, their jobs, their civil rights, and their civil liberties -- someone who believes we can break through the stalemate and suspicions that grip us in our policies abroad, if that is what they mean by a "Liberal," then I'm proud to say I'm a "Liberal."Sen. John F. Kennedy, acceptance of the New York Liberal Party Nomination, September 14, 1960

"I am a liberal. We live in a liberal democracy. That's what we created in this country. That's in our constitution. ... I think we should be very clear on this. You know, this country was founded on the principals of the Enlightenment. It was the idea that people could talk, reason, have dialogue, discuss the issues. It wasn't founded on the idea that someone would get stuck by a divine inspiration and know everything right from wrong. I mean, people who founded this country had religion, they had strong beliefs, but they believed in reason, in dialogue, in civil discourse. We can't lose that in this country. We've got to get it back. - Wes Clark - September 5, 2003
:March 14, 2006 - 01:00
No way can you liberals even try to claim JFK anymore. JFK left with Zell Miller.
You liberals of today are nothing. Nothing. You can't even keep your traditions alive, you are too busy whining against the party that has whipped your sorry butts 3 times in a row.
At least there's one of you that hasn't caved in, and his name is on my profile. The only liberal I can even respect at this point, one that is worth admiration, and one who will crush you and your sorry newlib crap into dust.
March 14, 2006 - 01:15
Yes, I've got a way for them to reclaim their label. Instead of calling themselves liberals, they can call themselves:
Ignorant lying traitorous suicidal gliding morons on dope.
I added the word gliding to be nice, as if you liberal pieces of trash can live off crap you supposedly instituted before I was even born.
JFK and Truman spit on you people.
Montana lyons Says:March 14, 2006 - 01:17
The sadness is that you neoconservatives can't claim Reagan because he was fiscally conservative or Eisenhower that warned us of the military industrial complex and was not swayed by special interests.
I do claim JFK and I claim Eisenhower as good presidents that wanted the best for this country. It's a shame that you try to reinvent a word that means everything to do with our freedoms. I am sorry that you neocons can only insult and change the definitions of words. You are not true conservatives just as most of you don't understand what a true liberal is.
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realamericansvc Says:March 14, 2006 - 01:38
"The sadness is that you neoconservatives can't claim Reagan because he was fiscally conservative"
The whole country claimed Reagan. I saw the re-election map. It was HUGE, I believe one or two states went to democrats. Reagan stood for solid foreign policy and tough stances like Bush. Now, you a true blue liberal piece of trash, hate the fact that a republican like Bush is a giveaway President like all your liberal heroes. You,sir, are the disingenuous piece of crap, not me. If you had a true bone in your body, you would praise Bush for his liberal domestic spending, but you, are not a true person.
"or Eisenhower that warned us of the military industrial complex"
Another common liberal complaint, but match that in the face of the current whines of the piece of crap democrat liberals who scream for more military spending, higher initial and current troop numbers, and a pullout of Iraq, and SCREW those 25 million people. NONE of it has anything to do with liberalism, and certainly has jack f'in zero to do with human rights or progressivism that JFK called for in fighting any foe-etc.
" and was not swayed by special interests."
I doubt that. I'll leave it to the older experienced here to argue that one.
" I do claim JFK "
Like hell you do. The republicans own him. He is they and they are his.
"and I claim Eisenhower as good presidents that wanted the best for this country. "
The ONLY reason you claim Ike is to whine about the MIC. It's sooooooooo transparent. Your conspiracy Halliburton loonisms are bleeding like a stuck pig.
"It's a shame that you try to reinvent a word that means everything to do with our freedoms. "
The shame is the way the modern lib liar behaves. It has nothing to do with freedom or human rights or civil rights or any of that. It is a new beast of the lowest base form of idiocy and lies.
"I am sorry that you neocons can only insult and change the definitions of words. "
If you lived the definition of a real liberal like the fella on my profile, heck if the left party of democrapper liars lived it, there wouldn't be a problem. Stop the lies and the fake crap, and maybe some day someone can call you a liberal and say it with pride, even if they aren't one.
"You are not true conservatives just as most of you don't understand what a true liberal is."
Yeah, here we go again with the blind moron defining the word is for everyone. Go blow it out your ass. You smug pieces of shit are the ones without clue one.
Just because the stinking shit that is called a liberal nowadays is so low it is despised by normal people, does not mean that you can play the same game with the conservative label, by screwing it around.
In fact and because, conservatives have acquired some of the traditional good classic policies of the former liberals, while the fetal expulsion of the latter has produced the degraded anomaly with the bad name you hope to reform or desire forthwith a current respect. No chance of that.
Montana lyons Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:38
To the above comment with all the insults: If you could erase all the expletives and insults that dont make sense along with the non sequiturs. Ask someone for help on your grammar and then maybe I could reply to you!
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hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:43
haha...realamerican get's slapped down...finally...see i told you that no one liked you...and for good make no sense and use an absurd amount of profanity...
haha...the first reply you've ever gotten from someon aside from me and they told you to go to hell...tooooo funny....made my day...
thanks Montana...however, be warned, you can NOT rationalize the irrational...
Ray Shamrock Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:43
You can't reply to him so you insult his grammar and cry foul. Great job!
dagda Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:45
He who is without sin shall cast the first stone. We try not to bomb on people because of spelling and grammar errors, except for Babs Streisand. Look at your own post and check the grammar there before you complain about others.
dagda Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:48
I like realamerican.
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:49
come on ray...the guy deserves it...he's a menace that never says's not Montana's fault that this post is completely devoid of facts or sense...
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:49
i'm sure you do...but i'll be your rarely discuss anything with him...he's a nut case...i'm the only one that ever talks to him despite the fact that he's my stalker...
bigtimer Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:50
Typical liberal leftie, pretends he doesn't understand, plus try and change the subject by critique on grammar..... when he doesn't have an answer.
bigtimer Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:54
Pot calling the kettle black eh hater?
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:56
Big Time Canadian,
if you can understand this than you must be taking the same dose of resperidone that our schizophrenic friend is on...
Ray Shamrock Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:57
It's Montana's fault for not posting his own thoughts.
RJ Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:57
This is the Montana who was ranting last night about this site and the conservative posters. One of his rants included a bitch-session intended as a put-down of a poster who used "liberal" four times in one post as well as fag, gay, etc......only problem, it was Ferrariman he was attacking, a liberal that the REAL Montana, or maybe just too many beers?.. ;^>
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 12:59
not really...everyone responds to me...i'm the most popular newsbuster...what do you think of that Big TIme Canadian (aka BTC)?
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 13:00
but he did paste his own thoughts...he thought real's post was garbage..and it was...
dagda Says:March 14, 2006 - 13:05
You are not the most popular. To be popular requires that people like you here. That rich fantasy life has kicked in again.
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 13:08
it has nothing to do with whether or not people like has to do with how many people know you and respond to you...i can take a dying thread and make it 5 pages've seen it before, and i've never seen anyone else do that except for me...that my friend, is popularity...whether it's infamy or not is irrelevant...
anytime you go through the home page and see a thread with over 100 can almost garuantee that I am the reason for this...i'm the best....i would reproduce asexually if it was biologically possible...
Ray Shamrock Says:March 14, 2006 - 13:09
Montana's posts were cut and paste quotes, not real thoughts.
hater Says:March 14, 2006 - 13:11
whatever...realamericansvc is the worst...period...defend him if you want...
Montana lyons Says:March 14, 2006 - 14:17
Yes, they are cut and pastes but they represent my definition of what a true liberal is. According to this philosophy, Clooney's and many others we should be proud of being liberal just as true conservatives (when they really follow the defintion) should feel good about their own convictions. It is only when they preach something which is good (ie fiscal conservativism) yet do they opposite then rant about what they themselves are doing even more of, then I beg to differ.
Thank you hater for holding your own on a very one sided and biased site, regardless of the slings and arrows of ignorance and poor etiquette.
new bigtimer Says:March 14, 2006 - 14:24
Just out of curiosity Montana lyons...are you from or living in Montana? What are the Montana lyons? College or high school motto for a team? First time I have seen one of your very interesting posts was Saturday I think it was.
new Ray Shamrock Says:March 14, 2006 - 15:12
Please let the 44 million aborted know when "the essential goodness of the human race" becomes important to you, liberal.
new Ray Shamrock Says:March 14, 2006 - 15:16
I'll stop defending real if you stop defending montana.
new RJ Says:March 14, 2006 - 15:24
Ray, why even bother defending anyone on this board from the judgement of someone who so clearly lacks judgment? Our real problem, then, is not our strength today; it is rather the vital necessity of action today to ensure our strength tomorrow. Dwight Eisenhower


  1. but big brother??: fear is what we have to fear. there have been good presidents concerned about our freedoms. Eisenhower was ahead of his time, but think if the wrong person scares us into believing him or her especially in the name of religion!
    but big brother??: 1984 has happened and can be far worse than orwell imagined if the wrong people continue their lust for power!
    but big brother??: there is hope for this country but we always have to take everything with a grain of salt, with the republocrats so organized and the supreme court the way they want almost anything can happen as far our freedoms gradually become eroded. they can start monitoring our blogs the way they now can listen to phone conversations legally!
    Ariana: And we both see the ports firestorm as a populist issue. Reynolds has castigated the White House for having "missed the early warnings in the blogosphere that the Dubai Ports deal was going to play badly
    Ariana: invaluable tool for holding the mainstream media's feet to the fire: "Where before journalists and pundits could bloviate at leisure, offering illogical analysis or citing 'facts' that were in fact false, now the Sunday morning op-eds have already been dissected on Saturday night, within hours of their appearing on newspapers' webites."
    Ariana: "has been redistributed into the hands of the amateur many... Millions of Americans who were once in awe of the punditocracy now realize that anyone can do this stuff -- and that many unknowns can do it better than the lords of the profession." Bob Woodward and Tim Russert take note
    Ariana: As I've probably made clear by now, I'm borderline-obsessed with the mainstream media's insistence on looking at the world through the obsolete right vs left paradigm while refusing to accept the ongoing political realignment on a wide variety of issues including Iraq, corporate greed, pork barrel spending, the failure of the drug war, and -- most recently -- the ludicrousness of the Dubai ports deal.
    God bless America: and our "liberal" press and our "unbiased" Fox News (owned by a very rich Aussie) and all our future ports owned by Rich Arabs that are good friends with King George!
    God bless America: and our leakers. May they leak every little bit of information about our God fearing administration!
    God bless America: God bless our torture victims, too and intelligent design.
    God bless America: God bless their impeachment trials.
    God bless America: George Bush, and D ick Cheney on his hunting trips!
    Voice of Reason: With the press beginning to actually print what is really happening as opposed to what Vice President office personnel leaks, the gloves are off. The Bush White House has always had their own unique style of what they want reported, and how to report it.
    Voice of Reason: With this administration, it's not wrong to torture, it's wrong to show pictures of it.
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    Voice of Reason: With this administration, it's not the leaks, it's which leaks.
    Voice of Reason: This administration will never hunt you down for writing the lies they tell (or pay) you to write.
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    continual screw ups?: By now it's all too clear that the United States missed opportunity after opportunity to - as Bush put it right after 9/11 - get bin Laden "dead or alive." The most glaring mistake was when U.S. troops didn't follow through after air attacks on bin Laden's retreating fighters at Tora Bora, Afghanistan, in late 2001. Switching U.S. attention to Iraq, which had nothing to do with al-Qaeda, was a distraction from the search.
    future??: there are a lot of things most americans dont know about. there are many questions that this most secretive administration in history wont tell us. if we dont know and learn our future we will be doomed. Maybe we can prevent this disaster of epic proportions but only if we as americans decide to make this most powerful administration accountable!
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  2. Oh Garvie, Flo came with a vengeance this time didn't she? The place looked nice and clean. Thanks for the trip, the snow, Buffy, the neighbors, even the wandering cows that broke the evil spell of bananas, garlic, and cinnamon. Drunken Navajo old lady beer brawl at the American Bar or piss on the floor at Cowboys? Crazy chicanos and a hefty jones? No thanks. To Fran... I hope you get your money and your boyfriend back. I know I love mine. Muff

  3. I hope Muffy doesn't sound racist with the above comment but she's not. She's only very angry and hopefully not getting any more stressed. Well I was feeling good until she yelled at me.
    What a way to end a good day when the only woman on this earth that loves you screams at you for something silly like adding cinammon to your garlic bread!
    You both come back from visiting your neighbors in the cul de sac and the loaf is a success ... M is mixing your Mexican Parmesan cheese with olive oil and dipping your fresh bread into it, obviously loving it.
    She gives no apology but you make wonderful love in the middle of the night... she holds you more and cuddles you more during this bivouac in the snow than she ever has!
    and Arowyn tells you today that your bread just keeps getting better!
    I have a loaf waiting for me tonight and all my female assistants tomorrow!
    seems like you can never please them no matter how hard you try!

  4. What are you talking about? I never said you were finishing the honey peddlers sentences. You were doing that ADD thing you do when you're trying to follow what someone is saying. You repeat the last one to four words of the sentence they just completed, on and on, to follow, you do that.
    "We collected this honey from up on the mountain."
    "Up on the mountain?"
    "And the summer honey comes from lower elevation and will be less likely to separate."
    "To separate?"
    "As a remedy, you can set the honey in warm water."
    "Oh, in warm water?"
    I'm still ashamed of you, Garvald for screening comments. You mean you can dish it out but you can't take it? It's censorship and I think it's cowardly, especially from such a First Amendment guy like you. I guess it doesn't matter what I say b/c if you don't like it you won't let it be seen.