Still hoping that the school hires me... They said they liked me and just  have to wait for the background check, but I already did that . The district needs teachers really badly considering that Oklahoma might become the poorest paid teachers in the US.

I sure would like to write my book and find the way to success... so many things that I have to do...

Im loving spending time each day with my son... I went to the Aldis to get food on my card.. subbing does not pay the bills... but then I forgot the milk... so I wanted to be back in time for the "view"... and then thought need just a little milk for Colin's cereal and for my freshly ground coffee.. thought Id bring my coffee with me, expecting my good friend to answer...
instead his angry wife is waiting for me in the driveway...said this is the last time I can ask for milk... and started yelling at me at if this milk was for my son?  ... I wasn't emotionally awake enough to deal with a tsunami of anger when I have so many overwhelming issues, when I'm in a fragile state of happiness (??) , so I set the milk down and walked back across the street...

I called my friend and he told me to answer the door and she was waiting with the cup of milk.. I thanked her and avoided eye contact....

I finished chatting and my friend encouraged to come over with my milk infused warming coffee while I laughed mixed with crying watching my son beat up and kill others on this hilariously violent video/game... parts hitting... I know what few readers out there might pass judgement that I'm allowing him to watch it... but I'm just so happy that Im with my son for half the summer!

Its so easy to be overwhelmed with tasks in the future and getting old...

after recovering from the drama.. I walk back and enjoy coffee with my friend who now has to have an extra liter of oxygen per day.. he was hooked up to it... I worry about him ,,,



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