I have to figure out godaddy while I wait to understand what I have to do to continue the writing process.. I want to let go of so much, but my determination to rightfully be a father keeps me going...
Im frustrated that my exinlaws are currently the surrogate parents of my son...

I thought this pertains to my life so much whenever I see this...


"Taking Things Personally"

by Madisyn Taylor
Try not to take everything personally, things that people say and do don't always have anything to do with you.
        Every time you interact with others, you have the choice to listen to, acknowledge, and let go of their words, or you can take what they are saying personally. Taking things personally is often the result of perceiving a person's actions or words as an affront or slight. In order to take something personally, you must read negative intent in an individual's words or actions. But what people do and say has no bearing upon you and is usually based on their own experiences, emotions, and perceptions. If you attempt to take what they do or say personally, you may end up feeling hurt without reason. "
 
its difficult to not take things personally when others interfere in my life, when its no business of theirs... I want to jump up and down about the potential for getting a teaching job, but just know there are others that take pleasure in other's displeasure...
these folks are bullies that go out of their way to cause you harm...
 
I've experience the way the xinlaws were determined to bring up my son, and currently have won this battle...
I  was trying to convince my wife that I will not accept them bringing up my son next year.. she says to move to Arkansas, but the controlling matriarch of the family will still have control of my son, his religion, and where he goes to school.. (where she taught) 
 
I don't want to get excited about my new job until I've signed the bottom line...
the paranoia , is very often a heightened sense of reality, when certain neighbors will go out of their way to make my life miserable, or a special ed director who didn't like me and would undermine my authority in my long term subbing job... I found out recently that she was talking poorly of anyone in ear shot when another assistant said that, I "wasn't a good fit with students"... that's all a person with a little authority can prevent someone from getting a job at a school..
fortunately ive had good references from all the teachers I've subbed for...

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