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Its frustrating on this blog I have to figure out how to work this better so when I do an update it doesn't change the original date ...l

True grit

I keep thinking it's going to get better in the mornin...   she cuts me down in front of my son it's difficult not to retaliate, when we have a good evening.. she expects me stop.. I want to go home and cook.. because we spent a lot of what I borrowed.. for my x..
 But  I keep hoping things will get better. they don't... A day is ruined when she complains about my home attracting  mice gives lecture on the hunta virus. I lose it.

 Especially after being called a loser, when I finally get full time, so I ask if she has ever kept a job..    
    So it's about a week later... My determination to keep our family by helping my x to feel better about ourselves... watching American grit with John ciena .. he has charm and grit impressed with the way he had his audience.. they love him... I see the similarities between himself and what I could have been or what maybe I still can be!
one thing I learn from my own history, is that is that sometimes I learn very little from herstory....


how come they don't ever say her story?   ... I thought there was a chance we could get a long, hoping that we could figure out how not to annoy each other... she complains that my place is a mess and no kids would come over because he would be too embarrassed about my home... so she takes daily potshots and cutdowns, so that I cannot help but react... things are peaceful until she gets up about 1130, I make her breakfast but she is continually making demands ... while I cannot get my son out of the house when we have had a string of 100 degree days..., so the only way to get water and some inexpensive frozen tv dinners, which you can stretch out to feed 3 , when there is enough daily requirements of sodium for our whole family with one meal!


I could go on and on... but its too depressing ... I finally had to ask her to go so I could enjoy the last week visitation of my son (with…

ancient elephants and attention challenged mermen

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wow....   sidetracked by a couple different herds of elephants at a  gathering in the African reserve,  ... his mind  thinking about a creature like a large ancient elephant evolving into whales... and how human creatures could have evolved into aquatic hominids... so now he's distracted by bloke who likes to hear him self talk and proclaims himself higher in the pecking order of this worlds... they establish themselves sometimes successfully...
Look at Trump   (don't get me started),,,


he says to himself that he needs to discipline himself to write at least for 5 minutes  every single day, while letting his thoughts flow as jack Kerouac wrote on every available piece of paper (even toilet paper0...he's sad or frustrated  perhaps that he cannot write as fast as the many images run through his mind...


 exhilarated, after talking to his son on Skype for an hour and a half , but with trepidation ( about when she arrives) , in my own mind a test of whether they are capable of …
POLITICO: EMAILS RELEASED BY DONALD TRUMP, JR. SHOW "AN INTENT TO COLLUDE WITH RUSSIA" TO INFLUENCE OUR ELECTIONS We've suspected from the start, but now it's UNDENIABLE: The Trump campaign knowingly tried to collude with Russian officials to influence the 2016 election. This isn't just unprecedented, friends , Okies, yanks, it's un-American. Trump's campaign team worked with a foreign power to try to swing the election against Hillary – and they've LIED about it, time and time again. The Trump administration has cozied up to Russia even when it could put America at risk – like when it moved to let Russians return to compounds they've used for spying. Now that the truth is coming out, we have to act before the media moves on to the next Trump outrage. ok.... that was just  an email about how we need to work together to impeach Trump and this whole warped republican for the rich mentality...as long as they throw in guns and abortion, the poor will k…
feel like if my life is a bell curve or just endless curves of ups and downs.... I think with me it will be an ever bigger crest, that I can body surf with my soulmate to paradise....

listening how the poor coral reefs are dying... trump and most repubs don't care about the temp of oceans increasing... thinking it wont happen in their life time.. well imagine when one you even 1 degree increase, especially if you already have a high fever.. that could put your body into a coma..
think of that happening to your world , when 50 percent of the species that you were born with will be gone before your death!!

my beloved OZ with the great barrier reefs coral dying in my state of my sons birth, Queensland..
she wants to go back there and Ive always realized and told her that I cant take Colin to Oz without her and my passport is safe in my lawyers office... we would have to get another passport and me go through the very long emotionally wearing task of getting all the paperwork and real…
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well finally im doing something more productive than playing this very rigged backgammon game, that I stupidly got hooked on again, figuring I could win at least half the games.. its programmed so that I lose about 52% of the games.. so if I have winning streaks, then sure enough, the opponents will have incredible luck rolls doubles necessary to get out several x in a row....

oko... ive feeling more creative lately especially when I realize I have great friends and brother who still loves me ( I think)... for some reason , it seemed like he had been reading my blog, because if I told him on his machine that ive borrowed from friends...
so now I can pay off the water bill, especially forgetting to turn off the water for my new pool (used and left on curb on another street..im not too proud to do that :( )
so now in the hot summer after going for bike ride with my Buffy so she can take her twice daily poop and the both of us old creatures need exercise !
...and pee... when she pees , I…

"Why are Republicans so cruel to the poor? Paul Ryan’s profound hypocrisy stands for a deeper problem "

I was late on my water bill, so I have to pay the full amount instead of the payment plan that I had worked out with them.. and I cant afford a plumber, so I cant the stop the constant drip in my bathtub that fills up the tub everyday.. I plugged up the bathroom to see how much im losing per day, and use it to take a cool bath...
while I have one window unit in my bedroom, because I cant afford for the central air con man to come out and find out I probably will have to buy a new central unit.. that cost over 2 k when the voodoo witch was living with me  ( karma has hit the poor lady so much but I still want to help her even with the curse she put on me)
there is no sub pay, but most  this will get better when I get my first decent paycheck in a very long time... so I don't have to feel guilty about being a very poor father..i have to figure out a way, so I am calling all the community help lines that depend on donations.. I am so thankful of friends that have helped me out.. as …
im figuring a lot of theses technical qualities of the text to speech.... I knew that I would feel better in the morning.. not feeling so lonely... just enjoying the morning... going for a swim in the new (used) outdoor tub... thinking about the moles that are digging holes all over my yards, especially my backyard,.. trying castor, oil, poison peanuts (animal rights activists will be mad) and even tiny bits of bubble gum, hoping they might choke on the gum... is that horrific? actually saw the mole, peering through the hole I help make to put gum down there...it appears the mole likes the gum and has come right out in the open with more mounds showing up each day...
so I have a lot of things to write about, but instead want to sidetrack myself with this silly rigged game of backgammon when I know I have to figure out the IRS dilemma, get a new social security card (lost so many) way over on the other side of the town...


this heat is the hottest week and it will be so hot...and my son…
I think I won't be able to talk to my best friend across the street if I say the wrong thing... This is my fictional diary, so please don't put too much into how I might offend thee..   we are all living creatures and there's a reason  y we are living... Our desire is to get along, but sometimes.... We just want to be ourselves so we feel much safer..        and then we come out of our caves , wave to our friends... take my dog for a quick run.

 Head to library , blogging or stupidly getting hooked to a very rigged  backgammon ... As if you are gambling.. tomorrow I will make a list, get my irs refund and figure out my insurance for new job..
. Don't get down, G! Morosely morbid over the finity  our existence on earth... OK sometime we can go to church together... But please don't take what I write personally , develop ur sense of humor.

 U know life is short!
I really appreciate my good friend helped me out so I could pay overdue water bill and filled my gas tank... Poorest and loneliest this summer.. I guess he's not allowed to talk to me today.. those women controlling my son wouldn't let me talk to my son either.. women love to hurt men by not talking to them or controlling who talks to whom.i f it weren't for my lawyer, the evil grandma would have control of my son and keep me away the way she kept her other grandson from his now deceased father..        my brother s wife has cut me off from his family ever since Ale plne and Mom passed a way,        never inviting me to his home or theAdirondack s. I've seen his children less than the fingers of my hand and now they have graduated from ivy league college s... Solitude with this unbearable Okie heat comes even more solitude..now I feel intimidated to write anything ..I hate the way the system is fixed for so the mother gets the children.... Y do women put themselves on…
id give yesterday a 8.5 out of 10, mostly knowing I had help from good friends,
as I head towards another span perhaps of my life... just steady work to make me feel so much better about myself, feel I can provide as a father... (which lets me digress in thought to how she is deciding to keep my son another year, but expect me to do all the paperwork and cost to take her and Colin to OZ..
I was actually willing to do that thinking for some heavenly reason she wants to be nice and make our family work, warts and all...


Its very hot again this Sunday, parking myself at the large environmentally friendly huge library in northwest okc...there are so many great environmental attributes....being buried around on the lower half, water, all things take the minimum amount of energy,,,, at so cool....if we just took the extra effort to help the environment, avoid war, and we would have a lovely unattainable shangra la....
Maybe in a few hundred years, we will all work together more, the evolut…
Well I'm just realizing this that I can say things turned into text . Just edit this later. Put in the periods later. Watching the movie with Goldie Hawn's daughter ,Kate Hudson, the movie was made back in 2005      .                 today was actually one of my better days coming out of my cave to go down to the Paseo area to the gentrification of Oklahoma city. My good friend Bought me a cool beer Tecate we both like the same kind of Mexican beer Just enjoying the party.. telling my life story for the 50th time and this is the happiest I've seen him.. is charisma was coming out a side to him that I admire..                   I want to get him involved in this ground floor that I'm producing
 I've got to figure this thing out ... and so few hours before the morning... perhaps it's only the ramblings of a sad old man in his sad lonely bachelor's pad!😒 Stay tuned... Readers please write a word of encouragement!
a long awaited  refreshing rain which cleaned the cities air last weekend... .. with about a 50 mile an hour wind, it wasn't long before the stagnant Okie zone becomes putrified accelerated by the behemoth redneck trucks with tinted windows , so the angry driver can be invisible inside... all u can see often is a hand... with gas so cheap, folks are buying bigger and bigger jacked up redneckmobiles...
the redneck mobile represents so often the close minded thinking of rednecks who will always vote republican, even though they are biting their own hands...

consider if we all drove electric, there wouldn't be ozone alerts with pollution all over this huge city spread out over the plains... the wind usually comes whipping down the plains all the time except in the hottest most stagnant months of the year...

as punishment for my sins, I feel I'm stuck in the Okie Zone, with little $ to do anything but go to the library...
I thank my friends for helping  me out..I don't kn…

"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm."

Winston ChurchillJuly 7, 2015 Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm.


I was so frustrated this morning, first finding out that Colin won't be living with me next semester and going to a much better school, and then never being able to get a hold of a human being at the IRS,,, when you call numbers of companies it is becoming so challenging to talk to a human!  so I cant get the necessary forms to be able to get my refund...

but my wonderful neighbors and my childhood friend, Robin are helping me out... and I will pay them back immediately when I get my first paycheck at the end of next month!  Thank you so much!

I knew that I was getting my hopes up about being with my son.. it frustrates me that my son will be with his grandparents another year...
I am trying to make it now with very little cash in my account.. I don't have enough for the water bill, and I will have to ask to borrow money.  I wont get a paycheck until the end of the month and my credit cards are maxed out... Please Lord, help me get by until things get better
http://worldnewsdailyreport.com/russian-hooker-who-had-sex-with-donald-trump-mocks-his-tiny-penis/

A 22-year sex worker named Ivana Kamensky, claims she was one of the prostitutes who had sexual intercourse with Donald Trump in Moscow in 2011, adding that the American President had the smallest penis she had ever seen. In an interview with the Moscow Daily Herald, the young woman described in great details the night that she allegedly spent in Mr Trump’s hotel room five years ago.
Ms Kamensky claims she was hired by Donald Trump along with two of her friends to perform several degrading sex acts, like urinating on him and on each other.
She said that she had been shocked by the incredibly small size of his penis, and remembers laughing about it with the other two girls.
“Many parts of his body are too small, not only his hands,” she told the Moscow Daily Herald. “I’ve slept with hundreds of men and I’ve seen some small penises, but he’s by far the smallest I’ve ever seen.” She describe…

Written a while back

wow...October 23 rd....so many in this latter half of my life were born in October...from the 18th to the 30....my angel's son is 15, born close to that date...
hmmmm...all the signs .... and then the thoughts that it wouldnt be our reality...it hasnt sunk in yet...just nice talking via email to my cousin in lawyer, Kenny..

a connection to the whole family at the Parthenon and our family history on Mermaid Beach will continue ...from cardboard shacks for houses 40 years ago to multimillion dollar mansions...

we are leaping to Oz in hopefully less than two months...to be there for the winter solstace.
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amazing about Donald trump had his team(?) of creative editors show Don Giovanni Trump doing a take down of CNN....

does a third of this country love asshole bullies... did a majority love hitler??  this bloke lives on winning by being a more successful asshole ...
https://i.imgur.com/BBE6kK7.mp4

Today 22 Russians viewed my blog... im flattered , perhaps they were pissers that made donalds golden juice ... funny how this asshole is such a germaphobe...

purely fictitious , but could easily happen in the future, Donald retires and goes back to wrestling bullies like himself!

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another apology

part of my heart is very sorry that either of you were not in my life for a much longer period...
but then I would never have my son who is incredible, and the powers that be wont let me see him on a regular basis, but the Lord works in mysterious ways (coming from a hopeful agnostic)...


I've had a few incredible loves, and I don't regret these beautiful women come into my life, and sadly leave.... sometimes I wish that I could talk to them...ones in heaven, one or 2 won't talk to me, and the other has a beautiful family in France  (I sometimes think how wonderful it would have been to be the father of her children in her wonderfully hospitable family... even when I barely understood any French! we had wonderful conversations, all night on a deserted green country peninsula, the van of French backpackers, and then us swimming in our birthday suits about 4 decades ago)...

the wonderful conversation spiced up with a little herb (funny how im more afraid to talk about it tha…

Im sorry

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I'm sorry that I describe my feelings when im hurt and that some read too much into what others write...

I have made many mistakes in my life.. I love my son and have very little control over him since he's in another state... I'm sorry that I didn't have the courage to face the judge when we came back from New Zealand and prove to the judge that a father deserves joint custody (regardless of the courts favoring the woman most of the time)... part of me wishes that we stayed far away from those controlling women...

I'm sorry that there is censorship... I'm sorry that I censor my own feelings for fear of losing friendships, but when I get yelled at, rather than have confrontation, I would rather write about it..
and wish that they never knew about my blog

I'm sorry that I made the mistake of telling some folks a long while ago that I have this blog which was to remain an anonymous diary of my feelings.. I'm sorry that I have a nosy neighbor who loves to …
I think when im herbally creative ..... I know others read this and pass judgment just as they would pass judgment on a homosexual in or out of the closet...

I was allowed and hour and half with my best friend of 83rd street with a complimentary gift from my friend....

enjoying our great conversation , but the leash remains tight, and I hear "just my imagination" ,
and wonder what causes people to control their loved ones lives...
I think of my xwife and mother in law who control my son.  When he is with me , he loves his freedom ...



had a semi good day, with my verbal diareah of the mouth to listening ears, a life story heard for the 50th time and then on to paseo , bingeing on conversating after being lonely without my son,,, the old man escapes from his cave of comfort
They wouldn't meet me halfway, or actually more mileage for me to give my son back to the xin laws... but my son's grandpa bought us dinner which was the nicest dinner I've had with my x father in law...

They both saw me crying, couldn't hold back the tears when I had to say bye to my son...
the grandpa said it sucked that I couldn't see him more often...
I realized the old man had some empathy...


Ill be starting a new job in high school work with the special needs students and emotionally disturbed kids...
The school saw that I did a very good job and were impressed when I subbed at all the schools in the district.

For the introduction they are wanting to know more about me , so I said  that I love surf swim races and was a volunteer life guard.. I love a great game of chess and feel I can make an impact at the school like I did in the New Mexico Indian reservation for 3 years!

coincidentally this daily Om showed up today:

A Great Teacher
by Madisyn TaylorWater is …

time flies :(

very sad , last full day with my son, so Ill make sure to take him our favorite Chinese Buffet... summer solstice ... and need to write a note to my more confident self after ive taken in all the necessary paperwork for my new job... excited but the paranoia takes over sometimes, when I worry I'll lose it before I get it...

summer solstice is today, and I feel the energy... my son won our monopoly game I could get for $2.00 at the thrift store,

it was great seeing him win and my own talents at money genetically inherent in my son...  enjoying as many moments as I can... Maybe when I get a little money for finally renting, I can be more confident that I'll make it before the first paycheck... just have to do one day at a time...

I love my son so much and I'm happy I'll be able to have another two weeks before I start working!
The word Siddhartha is made up of two words in Sanskrit language, siddha (achieved) + artha (what was searched for), which together means "he who has found meaning (of existence)" or "he who has attained his goals".[


It was just on Pbs , before we went to the library, and I had a power nap earlier while watching , Jeff Sessions (attorney general), refuse to talk about his conversations for his corrupt, crooked, bully , boss, President Trump.   I was motivated to briefly see if Siddartha was an inspiration for me and me life, while I enjoy my brief 4 weeks with my beautiful son. Maybe the Powers that be are telling me to enjoy every beautiful moment with my son while on this search for discovery...


Now I'm at the library, getting out of our hot house, while the AC barely works and the days get hotter and more humid.. our respite has been the cool library... I have little money and debating about putting a window unit with what little credit limit I have on my cred…
Just chatted with the sped director at the school, where I'm supposed to get the job and she said that

it's ridiculous that I haven't heard from them yet so I am anticipating the call very soon...
and then (knock on wood) we can celebrate...

hanging out here at the big huge library that is designed environmentally... had a great chat last night from Robin, who's a video producer and is doing a rpgram fro the Tony's  which will be Saturday night... hopefully soon everything will be falling into place...

its fun to reminisce about old times growing up in our neighborhood on Highland Parkway and walking to Ellwanger Barry school... dealing with all the bullies, Danny and Skippy Schey, Art Crapsey, Donald Trump (just kidding , he learnt how to be a bully in military academy and then got out of the draft because of flat feet with help from Dad, just as George B had help from his dad to avoid Vietnam)...

I would love to write a chapter about us growing up and the experie…
another gorgeous day with my son... happy  to be with him and just relax... not worry about anything for a week... even though I am worried when they will call me to sign in to the position...

happy that the nosy neighbors next door have gone for their summer trek....
the summer is starting to get warm... we are staying cool in the library!

fixed a pasta dinner , with special sauce (from aldis) on angel hair...with generous portions of parmesan cheese and a little olive oil to keep the fine strands from sticking...
Buffy licked the bowls!   and popsicles for desert frozen in my energy efficient hobbit frigerator with maybe 2 square feet of space...

the summer has been cool enough to enjoy the mornings with all the windows open, and go to library when it gets much above 80... we come home to a cool house, relative to ambient temp... enjoy a home cooked dinner ( he prefers my cooking to his controlling nana with the icy stare)...  the darker storm clouds in the east contrasted with the…
Worry
by Madisyn TaylorWorry is an extension of fear and can also set you up for attracting that which you don't want in your life. We have all had the experience of worrying about something at some point in our lives. Some of us have a habitual tendency to worry, and all of us have known someone who is a chronic worrier. Worry is an extension of fear and can be a very draining experience. In order for worry to exist, we have to imagine that something bad might happen. What we are worrying about has not happened yet, however, so this bad thing is by definition a fantasy. Understood this way, worry is a self-created state of needless fear. Still, most of us worry.

One reason we worry is because we feel like we're not in control. For example, you might worry about your loved ones driving home in bad weather. There is nothing you can do to guarantee their safe passage, but you worry until you find out they have reached their destination unharmed. In this instance, worry is an at…
Detached Peace Sagittarius Horoscope June 7, 2017 You could have a feeling of peace with yourself and this may mean that today you could approach things with a sense of calm and serenity. It might be that you understand that there is little in life that truly is of immediate concern and that by simply being present to the things that happen to you is enough. This might be a good chance to observe yourself and your life from the vantage point of an outside observer. If you can practice this form of detachment, you may notice that when things do occur, you are much more able to separate yourself and merely watch without getting too emotionally involved. While you may not wish to do this constantly, if you can look upon your life from a different perspective today, you may find it easier to let things go and maintain greater sense of overall wellbeing. I have…
lazy days of summer , hoping and waiting for that call... worried that something will prevent me from getting the teaching job... this job will give me such a boost of confidence... the school district needs so many special ed teachers...
  I know the school wants me as the assistant principal said that other teachers were very impressed when I was teaching...
It is wonderful to wake up and see my son... I am trying to be with him as much as I can, as it will be a long drought when I don't see him...  the summer had the warmest day after a nice cool spell before it gets really hot...


I will get the courage to face the obstacles... I feel my old childhood friend, who is only a couple months older , but looks much younger , has really inspired me... inviting me to his wedding has done so  much...


I am inspired to write a lot more...I need to write about the Mermaids and put the story together...
Still hoping that the school hires me... They said they liked me and just  have to wait for the background check, but I already did that . The district needs teachers really badly considering that Oklahoma might become the poorest paid teachers in the US.

I sure would like to write my book and find the way to success... so many things that I have to do...

Im loving spending time each day with my son... I went to the Aldis to get food on my card.. subbing does not pay the bills... but then I forgot the milk... so I wanted to be back in time for the "view"... and then thought need just a little milk for Colin's cereal and for my freshly ground coffee.. thought Id bring my coffee with me, expecting my good friend to answer...
instead his angry wife is waiting for me in the driveway...said this is the last time I can ask for milk... and started yelling at me at if this milk was for my son?  ... I wasn't emotionally awake enough to deal with a tsunami of anger when I have…

first week of summer with my son

Im much happier when Im with my son... even when I have to figure the best way to control his temper tantrums..

living happily as a poor man with the sub teaching money... which wont last me till (hopefully) , I get the job... they asked for my birthday.. and the secretary knows how well I work there...whom I dropped off my only rose from my newly trimmed tiny bush and flower from mom's magnolia tree present... its giving off the most beautiful flowers all over the tree.. giving a beautiful sub tropical scent... reminding me of living by the sea..

we attempted to play  a new (used) game from the thrift store for only $2 (bought connect 4 for 2 bucks too!),,,, my son gets impatient and doesn't want to hear the directions... he doesn't like his throw to see who goes first...he gets angry so I let him go first.. then doesn't the understand the way the game works when I try to explain it...then I roll a good roll, and because both of us didn't fully understand how pac …
May 1, 2013Inquisitive Explorations
Sagittarius Daily Horoscope
You may be probing others today for the truth that lies behind their opinions. This may be because of your quest for a deeper understanding of what makes people tick. Since it is interesting and fun to question and investigate what interests you further, you might find that this a perfect opportunity to not only get at the truth in your interactions but also use this as a chance to arrive at your own greater truth. You can, for example, think about what is fascinating about other people, using this as a catalyst for reflection to try to think about what may intrigue others about you. Being open to a more profound questioning of yourself today could make you seem much more open to others, which could make them more willing to divulge their ideas and feelings more candidly.

Our desire to comprehend the inner workings of other people often stems from our own need to understand ourselves. It can be easy to scrutinize someone els…
another gorgeous day of summer enjoying a lazy summer morning with my son, hanging out with my son now when it gets hot in the afternoon! we need to come in here more often so that I can write creatively to you more often...

think often of our wonderful avatar like stay with a hippy family, falling in love with Cecelia, and the wonderful feeling of being in love... and a Spartan invigorating existence on this little school bus with a very beautiful strong woman originally from England choosing a hippy commune life in the Coramandel Peninsula.. .. we could so easily have stayed there, but I knew I had to the right thing, knowing the consequences would be at worse divorce and my sons childhood growing moments taken from me...
now he sits beside me 4 years older... to be continued
second full day with my son... this is my own personal diary, but I still don't feel don't feel totally comfortable sharing my inner most thoughts when there are judge mental folks who read it and will misunderstand me just as everyone including the checkout counter who kep asking me if the assortment of apples were mine.. I kept saying yes but appeared she was more into listening herself than waiting for my answer , beside putting the food into plastic when they have paper bags... ( I worry about the environment in a state where our environmental protection agency director came from...who's more like environmental terminator agency...)   I think of all the plastic bags and platic water bottles all littered up floating on thousands of square miles of our oceeans...

we are basically thoughtless creatures as much as any other animals... my son's grandmother had a discussion with my son about how we couldn't have evolved from gorillas(apes) because they don't have…
http://www.livestrong.com/article/546304-the-benefits-of-dandelion-leaf-root-for-the-kidneys/

"All parts of the dandelion are edible, including the leaves, roots and flowers, and some parts are considered medicinal. Certain of dandelion's purported health benefits pertain especially to the kidneys and urinary tract. Consult your doctor for guidance in the safe and appropriate use of dandelion.
DiureticDandelion leaves have a slightly bitter flavor that goes well in salads and they are increasingly available in produce and grocery stores. (and therefore is a natural food like any other) Vitamins A, B-complex, C and D are found in the leaves. Dandelion also provides the minerals iron, potassium and zinc. Dandelion has diuretic effects -- it promotes increased urine production -- and also replaces potassium that may be lost in the urine. Native Americans used dandelion extract to treat a variety of conditions, including kidney disease, skin disorders and digestive problems, acco…
I have to figure out godaddy while I wait to understand what I have to do to continue the writing process.. I want to let go of so much, but my determination to rightfully be a father keeps me going...
Im frustrated that my exinlaws are currently the surrogate parents of my son...

I thought this pertains to my life so much whenever I see this...


"Taking Things Personally"
by Madisyn TaylorTry not to take everything personally, things that people say and do don't always have anything to do with you.         Every time you interact with others, you have the choice to listen to, acknowledge, and let go of their words, or you can take what they are saying personally. Taking things personally is often the result of perceiving a person's actions or words as an affront or slight. In order to take something personally, you must read negative intent in an individual's words or actions. But what people do and say has no bearing upon you and is usually based on their own expe…

april 29th

spring is in the air... hoping to get a job, don't want to say it too loudly , for all the nasties out there who take pleasure in others' struggles...

hoping I can have custody back of my son from crazy alcoholic wife...
neighbors witnessed her getting drunk in her new car when she was careening to a certain DUI arrest... there was no stopping her...

finally she stops at convenience for a burrito...and her alcohol level was 1.3! ...

meanwhile get a stare that said everything from the nosy neighbor whose trailer always takes up his driveway... if I could read minds, and knowing his bullying instinct that was part of his job description, ..
\"hmmm he's back... what do I know about him so I can get him in trouble or cause him issues",
 (like when he showed up in court for BS Shitwaller, and the judge told him to sit down and shut up.)..

im sure if I have renters or squatters (like BA and others who burnt down the house before they finally left without paying rent fo…
little Robin sanders lived by the street
and frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called ASC
little Johnny Turbayne loved that wascal wobin
and played with him till dinner time in that magic land

together they would travel down rapids in a bitty boat
while robin would watch out for stones and things
avoiding their certain death

all the neighborhood girls would want to play
with robins golden hair
bullies and art crapsey
would bow whener they came
corporations would lower their flags when robin yelled out his name

little Johnny turbine lived by the sea
and frolicked in the autumn mist
in a land called Mermaid Beach
little robin sanders lived by the street
and then frolicked in the corporate mist
in a land call NYCeee

puff the magic dragon lived by sea
and frolicked in the autumn mist
in a land called mermaid beach

a dragon lives forever
not so little boys
diamonds and commodities make way for other toys

so

one grey night it happened
robbie sanders came out no more
and little Johnny t…
owoow.... only took an hour of prograsstinating... only intimidated with what I write for fear the only folks to read this are my neighbors and spies who tell conman and crook extraordinaire that attempted to steal my home after it burned down mysteriously, claiming a dead squirrel did it ,
 while I paid half of what the house was worth ,,, and then he was staying for free while I paid him to build a barn and eaves for my home... he  cons me into letting him stay for free and have to go to court to kick him out... and a judgement...

part of me is very sorry that I told them about this blog, for judgement and nosiness , that has always been the bane of Turbayne...
and then get emails that I should let this conman go with crime as Im sure our country will let the biggest crook stay out of jail... and who was done innumerable crimes plus rape... dishonesty and corruption are the way these conmen have succeeded...

Donald Trump- crook, liar , thief, conman , rapist, molester, female harass…
its good to be working again, even if its only subbing to get my mind off that my son was taken away by x and selfish xinlaws who want to enjoy his youth in their own dreary life


I get down but then Im invigorated with an autistic student that wins a Rhodes Scholarship and is going to Oxford!

Kelly Fleming remembers the low point of raising her son, Jory.
He was eight years old when he spent an entire morning, afternoon and evening wailing uncontrollably. She still doesn’t know what set off the boy, who has autism and a metabolic disorder.
But the tough times seem more bearable now, at the high point. Last month, Jory, who is 22 with a feeding tube inserted in his stomach and braces on his legs, was awarded a Rhodes Scholarship.
In between came Ms. Fleming’s decision to give up on her own dream of practicing medicine, home schooling Jory, learning to read, a bird named Federer and finally college and a dog named Daisy.
“All children have amazing minds,” Ms. Fleming says. “Their brains…