I am feeling more hopeless of our country when Bush was reelected and I was stopped after coming out of a Schwagstock concert!

So many things that I want to write , but fear about the anonymity , when my neighbors know when Im writing.

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to a chair
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and eat a halloween mini candy bar
the uneasy feeling wondering when the double image
fades away with each bite

hypoglycemia or
a mini stroke....

and I hug my son that evening
and play frisbee with my son more than i ever have
having discovered my son's new toy hidden among
the seaweed about a 100 meters out from shore...

the feelings run across my mind that night,
with frustration at my own body's fragile shell
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