Garvald clinging onto adolescent middle age or this peter pan giligan syndrome??

so much he has to do, that he would rather write or even escape even more in his mind with this very rigged backgammon..   and then perhaps he has fantasies of the universe actually rigged by a being "God"   ..uh oh..pp pass... to heavy a subject...
but he continues with this hopeful agnostic "fantasy" that there is somebody pulling the strings.. and all he wants to do is be with his son, but he has to be the good cop...

so he has to get out of his overheating cave before 2 and soak up the coolness of the library while he plugs away mindlessly on his key board.. hoping for the inspiration that will get him over this huge hump in his life of indecision... which pulls him ever forwards to old age ...
he wants to treasure his moments with his son, but his son now disrespects him after hearing that his father is a "loser" in so many words.. "he doesn't even have a job, and then is just a leach""
his dad in law, would say with his sardonic redneck wit...

and they would say that's just Joe..."he's a goober"'  his stepsons live in would say... almost to say coming him its ok to be an asshole??

just as perhaps 40 percent of our population allows trump to be an asshole??
aah... to be continued..

those that slowly find out about my contentious blog are welcome to tell me which are my best essays when u peruse through all the years from the depressing time of the okie zone, when goober 2 was reelected and our country condoned our annoying aggravating wasteful (of human lives and bankrupting military bills)... aah don't get me started...

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