Im really feeling my age and almost acting like a retired pensioner...
cept no pension for moi...
and then i get a bang in the head
and i feel my energy ebb with age..
its almost like the 4 months in the states sapped me of what little boyish(?) energy i had..
thinking that ill have this energy for at least 10 more years...
what a fantasy...
and now this pain in the neck bothers me...

my family came home late last night..
i was biking on my 1 speed to the Oasis and back just actually hoping they hadnt been kidnapped...
and my paranoia for bad things takes over...
im partially right in this awful premonition
because i find out my better half was about to kicked out of the surf club after being refused any more drinks...
we separated about 4pm and i was finding out about the fires that were set along the way
i was happy when a neighbor called me to say my finally arrived back home after being distracted by the surf club about 400 meters before our home on Hedges avenue...

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