i guess i could n't resist...
i didn't feel guilty because nothing happened and i told my wife and dad in law while we shared some homegrown...
and about the epiphenous experience...
this queen of the tribe (who reminded me of an ex), was the leader of this experience....
the normal male and female mind wanders as long as you know who your lifetime mate is....

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