I guess Im gonna have to break down and buy a new computer.. im happy that I'll get the best help from some of my best and closest friends in making the right choices as we put this first part of the trilogy together...
i have to make a long trek in my "totalled" infiniti (fixing it would be worth more than the ole faithful lady..i guess captains call their ships ladies)..
trying to make the interlude with my inlaws as short as possible before I go walkabout...
happy that I'm on the verge of settling some accounts...
and then getting stopped by a local officer of the peace for my arkansas tags being 4 days out of date!
I was happy that I made the effort of putting an up to date registration from Geico in my glove box...
looking for a little shady spot in an empty parking lot for a little smoke could have ended up in a bad day...
all my paranoid thoughts went through my mind when sure enough the lights were turned off... especially after finding out from eric that cops will be all  over the place.. duh...

so in the meantime, im trying to be out of the way as much as possible
when i play musical beds...
and waking up to a sarcastic good morning from poppa in law
"oh , there's actually 45 minutes left of morning"
other times in the afternoon he greets me with "good morning"
...
so i should be relieved that i wasn't pulled up for other things...
i will be happy when it's legalized or there is just a small fine like there is finally in New York State.
and then i realize it was all about getting a refill of birth control pills..
and so i'm happy that i'm not in jail ...
so i have to keep a positive outlook
and now im workin with pop in law's really good computer
worried that my old computer with a big line through it has bit the dust...
the battery doesn't appear to take a charge anymore...
maybe my friends will help me...
i feel my age in my bones and my mortality
while attempting to enjoy the best things in life
and have another moment to chat with you...

i have to figure out how to put my book together with LA's help...
i think a mass brainstorming session will be wonderful..
and then knowing that i can put it together and have it ready by the end of the summer...
my friends are highly intelligent with amazing retention of information...
and maybe i'm psychic...
because i often sense when shit's gonna happen
so if we put a brainstorming team could maybe they could call us the mental xmen .... pppass...just kidding...

so last night i was starting this story with angela and colin...
about a 9 year old boy standing on the giant turtle (perhaps over a century old..born in the mid 1800s when my greatgrandfather came to Oz from Scotland and his brother went to fight against slavery becoming a lt. in the NY infantry before being captured and eventually shot trying to escape over no man's land in the Andersonville prison...

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