unconditional love...
is that what happens to most dads                    that fall in love with their family??
we are settling into life at the retirement        community of fairfield bay...
our view isn't as good as last year
but it's still there if stand up and look over the roof...
no comparison to our view of the sea...
but we can see the bay..
and we are so close to the pool, where        i can religiously practice my stroke
and perhaps stave off the extra weight                       of being lazy??
while i relax  in my new parking spot
and spend time with my son
treating these moments with him as the Gold in my life...
his blonde hair bouncing up and down  
as he frolics in his new surroundings
living vicariously in his new life
as he becomes smarter


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