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im really bummed out that when I have the best buzz from some homegrown that should have waited till october ... or just keep the baby going till the frost and thne bring her in from the first potential fros.....
but while enjoying this little buzz after my better half's son comes over for my spaghetti and chicken dish before he gets up early for b-all practice..
i wish that I knew that my message was going out there immediately...
and for reason, that my cyberdisability cant comprehend, my site cant be pulled up...
so im taking a chance talking about my herbal habit that I love better than icecream
when Im of course a father and perhaps one day a teacher...
and perhaps students will have read my famous book
and principles or the community will hopefully accept weed ass socially viable means of socializing...
Im at the same pt in my limbos..when I getting used to getting fat
but feel far younger without my beard, but the grey tufts on the side definitely cant hide my age..
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... today was fun swimming with my son in the warmer kiddie pool... (which felt 10* warmer than the 100ft long pool within 50 yards of our rented condo...) escaping from as many responsibities except having a full emphasis on the  newly discovered career(?) of father hood..
I stretch my fattening body in the water while colin runs to me and wrestles with me in 2 to 3 feet of water....and his confidence of the water becomes better every day...
soon we will have to be going inside at the 85* water at the Heart Center, hopefully tomorrow,
and I work with him on his swim stroke... and
I'll cajole him into wearing goggles so he'll become more confident to hold his breath longer and totally feel comfortable for long times swimming...
he has a stubborn personality where I see myself and my wife and wonder where the violent streak comes from...
does it come from her genes or have I just subdued the highly testeroned cromagnon caveman over the wearing years of what humans call civilization ...??
(at least I have the knowledge now that this blog saves every minute of writing so all this plethora of writing will eventually be stored on this blog..and I worry about her as a good long friend who understands and accepts my thoughts and dreams...)
now it's 941pm and I've fixed some of the most delicious banana pancakes for my family...
I added 2 eggs to the mixture and I was amazed how wonderful my cooking has become...
(is it wrong to pat myself on the back..)... my son wanted to see the scene where policeman mel gibson shoots the evil ceo of nuclear materials...
his cousin loves shoot em war games where hundreds are killed per minute..
so it must be her side of the family..
just kidding, honey

wow..just discovered there's a magic pencil on the blog, when I want to add some embellishments to my site... Maybe sometime, LA could help me pick out the best essays for my first edition...
and sell a few select autographed copies throughout various destinations on this small earth!

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