yep, u r right,LA!  You have been my conscience...  I am a male and I suppose wondering if I still have it is intolerable as far as a woman is concerned...
I'm writing in my blog where I have access and today I visited old friends at an old haunt...and it was wonderful to see them..
several years ago, the couple had encouraged me to stand up to a young bully at Mike's pub  who continued to keep deliberately bumping into my chair when I was sitting down at a table with them
the bad part of the male is  or female is acting upon our impulses..
because of getting attacked by a young bully  (just out of Juvy) several years for no reason other than to pick a fight, I was kicked out of Mike's Pub and grill (it was one of those night when they had a free keg )  ..it was good to see them and helped me face the trauma of the past...
but after seeing them I felt lonely a few hundered miles from my family..
the tough part about being lonely is how vulnerable you can be to tempations.
So tonight I'll go to bed in my Okie home in a sleeping bag and roll up matress, at least knowing that I'm getting my place ready.. and it's good to know that I'm at least taking care of business...
slowly but surely...
my words are my strength and my weakness and I suppose I give out a little too much info on some of these essays...

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