so many things that I want to say to you... as times flies by in an accelerating way forward to what appears to be the metaphoric cliffs in this country , we are currently living in...at this moment, I've epiphinized where I am ... forty years ago , I had no clue where I would be when I was Dad's age.. I didn't want to be like him, yet I see myself emulating him..
do u think they will grow up to be repubs and democrats..
and hate each other??...or can we give peace a chance?
 the difference is what I want to pass on to our continuing conciousness, Colin...
i teach him to feel comfortable in the water... and we connect and bond more than we have before ... and feel how he is so much a part of me
and my family ... when I see my mother's eyes and smile, when he smiles at me...
he already has it all, the love and affection of his huge extended family..
the epipeheny was discovering my true feelings as I understand myself and can use this knowledge for the benefit of our future conciousness..

our dysfunctional nation could be compared to our dysfunctional disintergrating families... I could easily see my family disintergrate as it did when Mom passed away... my older brother and I rarely visited (perhaps once a year)...
from what I've figured out about myself is that I'm a survivor and when I'm determined about something and want it so badly... I will try everything until it happens.. dreams can be realized... we look at things and then see the way they could be in the forseeable or even not so forseeable future...
and then we see ourselves and our family on the beach...
now I'm at another crossroads and I have to meet these challenges as I have before...
step by step, I have taken care of things with many difficult challenges in my path... and I have had to do it on my own or with the wonderful help of other who help me pursue my missions...
Daddy why does our tax money go for so many wars??
all i can think of sometimes, is Mom and Dad looking down on me as I evolve into a winner the way they believed in me when they watched me win swim races in high school...
we were a very strong family when we grew up...
America was the strongest nation when I was growing up in the 60's and my parents were still coming off the high of winning WW2... it was an idyllic time compared to the way  our country is now...

when we start wanting to do everything for our children to help them survive in this very angry world... perhaps we will be strong as the people who survived the depression and WW2?
a nation can only be as strong as the families are...

we lemmings will not fall over the cliff! its up to the president!...
don't u just love my bug eyes?
in the next week , we will see if this country will get out of this or start falling down the cliff... when I see the way people are now a days with scheisty dishonest business dealings and tea party fanatics wanting to let our country go in default!

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