(I wrote this in the middle of the night after arriving on this hemisphere stayin at the Microtel)
I suppose the best listener is myself when I read all of this a few years later...

( i read the prophetic essay with Lillian the other night and im sure hoping she'll be my manager)
and I wish that I could go back in time and try to teach myself the patience

and nurture the seed that grows inside of me...

and now I have to slowly but surely have patience with my son and especially my relationship...
(and so as i help my son and treasure the little moments I have with him
when he hugs me and I love him back ..and how hes becoming my world)

that has been the most difficult challenging problem to overcome...
(and so i learn to fall in love again as i become happier the person that i sense i could become!)
I will learn how to play this game of life like a chess game...

already I'm way past the opening and all the pieces are piling up on the king and
 he looks for his pieces to come to his aid...
(and he realizes there are a select few that he feels safe to become his friends)
and then learn after staving off this attack on my king
gather the positive forces and energy to go on to victory...
and help his  pawns reach their 8th rank and become whatever they want...

the pawns could be metaphors for my talents or the people that I can pay it forward to...
and I really feel they will help me in my hours of need...

i hope

(it's amazing that I wrote this revised piece just a few weeks ago and sometimes how prophetic my writing can be...i was astounded about how I wrote a previous essay about my life and how accurate it was.. as im discovering pychic powers or maybe just another pyscho on the pscyo net :)
Hey G, why don't u write some more crazy shit?















my brother in law has been pushing me to watch this documentary about the falling republic by Alex Jones... I was soaking it all in until I looked him up at some of his protests and to me he sounded like a tea partier libertarian(?), but for me the jury is out and I do believe that we are heading to a world order!
but im glad that he's stoking the fire and getting blokes like my brother in law thinking about what the govt is doing...just questioning where are society is going is a good thing!

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