Why it's safer for us to live by the sea...in a far off land with few guns!


ok...instead of big waves , somewhere else we could be dealing with big guns!
Rep. Gabrielle Giffords of Arizona was shot in the head Saturday when an assailant opened fire outside a grocery store during a meeting with constituents, killing six people and wounding 13 others.

Giffords was listed in critical condition -- the bullet went straight through her brain -- but the hospital said her outlook was "optimistic" and that she was responding to commands from doctors. The hospital said a 9-year-old child was among the killed, and a U.S. Marshal said a federal judge was also fatally shot in the attack.
(from Huffpo)

What is holding me back from writing so much??
Strange dream this morning I had about an old girlfriend…I felt guilty afterwards and even more guilty writing about it…
I am so grateful that my family is here, but especially from my son who should be such a wonderful inspiration to us both

 it's a few hours later and the cyclonic monsoon of constant rain is happening again.....since our few days of sunhine have been rare, we all try to get down there together as a family!
Ive learned this time to write on the word perfect before I transpire it to the cyber world…
Time is flying by on our vacation as we live it day by day trying not to put too much pressure…
it is going on close to about 6 weeks made the decision to come out here...Ive been here for well over for 2 months...and know that at least Im the best shape swimming since college...but I wouldnt even come close to those times now...but by April??)

I use the metaphor of my ideal surf swim race where
I follow the right rip past all the very challenging waves
and then patiently do the elementary backstroke gaining my breath and waiting for the ideal winning wave to help me win the world titles... for my life a success?? as only I could feel that it was an accomplishment...
today there was too little handicap for many of the swimmers and too much time (4 minutes)... I ended leaving for the race towards the very end of the pack..
I took a good wave in and saw several a little ahead of me...
I let them run ahead of me
so my handicap wouldnt increase by more time...
it's up 2 minutes from last time...


now it is a few hours later and Ive had a few moments alone where I can write to you a little...
my honey comes in and wonders why there are no pics of her??
and so this is for her and us :)
but I feel guilty about a dream of an ex gf who still haunts my subconcious...
but it was nice to get a little extra sleep after my honey let me be as she took care of Colin...
(yesterday, i took him for a long 3km walk to Broadbeach following the large tractor and stopping at a booth with exotic animals and free cake and cookies!! and she had the whole morning off!)

my son is obsessed with tractors and just now he left the cot so he could sleep on the couch near me..and then he saw me and cutely sat on my lap...

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