sometimes the selfishness or my own desire for pleasure takes hold
and with a couple of hours cycling or swimming
I momentarily forget the worries of fatherhood
then I come back and see my son
jump up and down with anticipation of seeing me
and how he listens to my every word..
he smiles and says Dada with such love and cuteness
it can be overwhelming the responsibility I have
but then I think that I just need to live one day at a time...
my main concern is a safe home for my family
and keep my family healthy