ok... we are fighting depression...How do we deal with it??first of all we have to come to terms with the disability, accept it...and get in the zone of combatting the daily challenge of whatever "disability" we may havethat makes us worry??...fear of deathfear of not being lovedor of falling into and out of love...hmmm, now here I can at least go for a swim into the deep blue ocean...
there are boogie boarders and board surfers
all with black wet suits...so in my old shell I swim out there in my surf Mermaid Beach lifesaving speedos...
years of accumulated blubber my only insulationoh and a beardwith a little growth on the sides of my headI'm again one with the ocean regardless of how cold it gets...there is a bond with the waterwhere we opened up the small box of ashes of our parents' remains...thats probably one of the biggest fears..first Momand then Dad...my other soulmate left me and seeing her being buriedin the cold winter ground,
it all sinks deep into my memori…
there are boogie boarders and board surfers
all with black wet suits...so in my old shell I swim out there in my surf Mermaid Beach lifesaving speedos...
years of accumulated blubber my only insulationoh and a beardwith a little growth on the sides of my headI'm again one with the ocean regardless of how cold it gets...there is a bond with the waterwhere we opened up the small box of ashes of our parents' remains...thats probably one of the biggest fears..first Momand then Dad...my other soulmate left me and seeing her being buriedin the cold winter ground,
it all sinks deep into my memori…