I love to start off my blogs under the influence of the epiphenous herb and pick a pic from the expanding collection of moments in time)...I suddenly notice in the pics how red the hair is appearing on his head...he's developing a personality...I love to see the traits of our ancestors come out in his features...we are trying to figure out his red hair...
Ang thinks it's from my krimmer side since there are no redheads in her family...
she saw how red our cousin, Sam's hair is!!

ok.....so I think sometimes we are blessed...it just depends on one's view of reality....isnt it nice to think of the "fantasy(?)" that there could be a heaven with angels actually looking down on us (don't say that in front of a shrink or she might put you away as Nurse Ratched Roberts chaufered my wife to the Robina Loony bin...sleep deprivation could maker her think
"she's an angel with powers!"...)

....how long can we be happy or is it easier to just be in the pursuit of happiness??...

...I used to wonder what it would be like to be a father..now it dawns on me slowly...the permanence and long term commitment of the position.

esse est percipe= Latin for to be is to be percieved...

when I started writing this blog, I was very depressed...wondering why I wasn't in the land that I love, OZ!!!...I have been talked out of it over and over again by my father and brother together when Mom had just passed away... my cousins and husbands are trying to talk me out of staying...

am I not welcome here...or just that I need to think of the future,

My cousin in Law, Peter, was telling me that I need to get on the ball if I need to get help with the immigration lawyers...this 20k bill is overwhelming with the cost of staying in beautiful paradise...by living here permanently, I can avoid the costs...

I have to decide how to handle the future if I want our family to live on the beach and travel the way my father, Colin Murray, took us!!

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