Right now, my wife is feeding our beautiful child…I feel frustrated at this point…thinking about how many things we could be doing to have fun…
We need to at least rent a car and try traveling around the country a little bit..
It was good finally chatting with my brother, Ron. I know that he loves me even though he doesn’t really show.. I felt like I was ripped off by him the way he would take advantage of me in Monopoly or other games since I was a little child…
I felt jealous of how he would always have the friends and be successful at school thereby getting the praise and adoration of my parents…
I was the black sheep of the family always struggling in school and in relationships but oh well…
Now I have a loving wife who does not know much about domestic engineering so it challenges me to do all the things that I never had to do…I am a new father …I have dove into the pool of parenthood attempting to dog paddle in the new waves of fatherhood
I was just looking at one of the thousand photos that I have taken of our family…
I am wearing my surf lifesaving beanie that I can wear while training for the bronze medallion in lifesaving….My son looks on with the look of amazing intelligence…it is an intriguing photo of father and son…
When I look at him overwhelmed with our family’s future, wondering how we possibly can make it,
He looks back at me with adoring smiling eyes….he is so innocent!

















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