Escape the Okie Zone

Sorry that I haven't had a chance to talk to you all in a while...I miss the cathartic chats that we have since my puter had to be taken to Best Buy for reconditioning..

All the viruses out there intimidate me and ofcourse it happens when I'm paying for the monthly Sprint service that amazingly allows the connection to cyberspace to my cell phone...technology keeps amazing all of us but then it gets even more intimidating...but less so when I run out herb and need less addaboy to function..

This is Murphy's Law this school year with a couple of death threats from my students..
One was considered by the other teachers in the meeting, an impulsive comment so therefore they considered it part of his disability...This is my 3rd year working with him and I know that he knows right from wrong

My fiancee and I are walking back from the cafeteria minding our own business when he yells getting reinforcement from his homies on the Insane Clown Posse gang

"This is Indian country. I can say anything that I want. I'm gonna scalp you!"


Now for some reason this blog has been deleted from the blogosphere!

I love this quote...and then I think regardless of all the personal failings and relationships, I still get up and have faith...I know things will get better and that makes me excited about the challenges of the future!

"Someone once said that courage is not the absence of fear but that which enables us to experience fear and not be stopped by it. It is also what enables us to do what we believe to be right even when there is pressure from others around us to do otherwise. It is what enables us to go ahead into the unknown or the perilous, where there are no guarantees of safety or security"

wow,,,,hmmm , a little bit of the delayed Happy New Year's celebration while gradually attaching myself to the reality of the brutal effects of work in a highly political , egocentric environment....
while other teachers sense the pins and needles of not knowing their futures in regards to Bush's assault on the current American educationsystem!(whoah, I'm out of breath from that one...:), she understands my very dry sense of humor more and more as she has immersed in my life...
she has hopped on board my plane and we have finally taken off!
anybody hear of Aesop's sour grapes??

I could go into being threatened with a knife and the body paint but I won't...
How many times do you want to say Goodbye?
..I was willing to stay friends
but you love to always have the last word
I just pray that I will get the paintings back safely, but Im sure blackmail will be involved in that...
nothing worse than sour grapes in a relationship...
your emails and love notes are either bipolar or the angry madness that comes in with a vengence every month!

one moment you write that you still love me and miss me...and can't find anyone that matches my humor, looks and my Johnson, the next moment write how suspicious it was for me to learn German in high school...If I learned French or Italian better , I would love to practice that, but you make connotations that I'm a Nazi...
You have a lot of things going for you but your constant anger and rages will scare away any man in your life...

regardless I still want the best for you in your life and struggles...
Have a nice life and learn to chill...

My muse and I just came back home from our epiphenous little west of the continental divide exploration to Sedona , San Diego and the gorgeous almost infinite expanse of the Pacific with the waves swelling up before the storm engulfs the whole coast and spreads it tentacle all the way past the thirsty Serendipachi Mts... we surf the wave as she condensates against our enchanting mountains...
Our canine child greets me with a mere Hi waking up from her slumber while jumping up and down for my love..
We feel more a family in our hearth...
Now besides my selfish self , we have gradually started a family from at first taking on the responsibility of my canine soulmate to caring with unconditional love, my marvelous muse..
we entertain the notion of our beautiful love child becoming an immediate Aussie...he/she will have the wonderful envious position of becoming an immediate citizen of both countries!
ppp, pass....
and they fantasize or at least he goes there while she goes dormant waiting for his sleeping old Vesuvius...

Happy New Year to you too!...thanks for leaving the nice comment and congrats on getting your own blog, M. I wasn't talking about you, by the way...talk about delusional.. or maniaclly moody?
definitely yes!
but females do commit murder or maybe they just physically threaten them with a knife first??..... I wanted to give one of many examples of evil ladies since you were nice enough the maniacal Hitler ...so the mothers of Nero and Augustus were only deadly to their husbands and families..
What I'm trying to say without being frequently misunderstood, is women are not superior morally to men, the way many feminists put your gender on a pedestal
You gals live several years longer than us "retarded old geezers!"
some of us survive and try to get by in a ladies' world ...
it can even more dangerous for men...
But Hillary could be a great president, but so could Obama!
SO RELAX, LADIES!

enough of that monthly anger in my life over the silliest little things


for two days we couldn't get the website!
i KIDDINGLY joked that it might have been someone else...5 years and you still understand my humor!
I love LA
and you are moody...was it you that left the Bresny comment?,,,I'm on the Pacific Coast now and have to head back to the Rez by tomorrow..the two weeks vacation went really fast..It's my muse's birthday!

watchin' this documentary...about John Lennon as if he was a poet from this other artist who claims to have taught him while Mia Farrow watched intently...the beginnings of the symbols of the then newly evolving hippy culture
who epitomizes my feelings towards the hippy culture and love of the mother earth...
I watch Alanis Morisset and her attitude towards Letterman's flirting...
Alanis stands for the angry matriarch of the culture brought out in songs...