I can't find my blog anymore on the internet...It disappeared again like it did the other night!

The Tour de France is on again...as we rest and relax before we spring into the Oz Zone!! What a big change and further out of the comfort zone!
Some many things to do and I feel overwhelmed! But I realize that if I put it all into baby steps, we can both do it. I was crying again tonight thinking of Buffy but maybe it was from all ths e worries and responsibilities that I will have... I asked for my muse's help because I couldn't do it all by myself......(my muse coincidentally rented the movie "Muse" with Sharon Stone...

The weird thing about my writing lately is that I need to know that it's reaching the "interuniverse" immediately as soon as I put it out on print...it sounds crazy>>> but if I know that it's getting the immediate gratification that others could be reading it within seconds...
I have dreams of my friends and not so friends reading this all in the future...I desire the ultimate connection of having a best seller!...getting enough in royalties to give us a comfortable living for the rest of our lives...so we just concentrate on being parents without financial worries...just living frugally but comfortably....to relax and be happy to finally get comfortable in the new comfort zone...
Please Lord, help my angel and me get our visas tomorrow and straighten out the cobra plan so we can pay for our medical for a few months...maybe with a high deductible ...Lord, help our baby boy be delivered safely and happy!
I know I'm agnostic for all you "believers"...
sometimes when I write down the prayers I feel the power and energy...
so I am a doubting Thomas, but I do want to believe...

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