What can we achieve to feel good about ourselves??
Will they be talking about me in a positive way for the positive impact that I have created inside young growing minds??
we come back from our trek to the Rockies
and see the dead refrigerator that I had moved a week ago next to the garbage dumpster ...How would I address the pain in the ass for the last two years???

"I have never seen someone get away with as much crap as you have, Koreshka!!
Even after school is over like an alpha dog you have to take one more piss to show what you think is your territory…
As is if you own the village,
or be the Jedi mayor!!
you take one more alpha dog piss by dumping the garbage refrigerator in front of our temporary nomadic home….
More and more I see through you , Koreshka, the self professed Jedi warrior with ideas of you controlling the village the way you did in Banglasesh!;;
You are an enigma, a pariah
I never met an egotist as Machiavellian and manipulative as you...
you are amazing
I am amazed more with you than any other confidence man in my life ...
this year besides you manipulating your way into having your own two classrooms, you must manipulate others such as the village landlord to believe only you are entitled to deserve two garages!!
One for your cheap harley and the other for your faux hippy VW bus while your wife bears the elements to save your Steel Mambamobile..and on top of that
on top of that,
earlier in the week you had the audacity to interupt my good friend and colleague's going away party!
I am all pumped up and herbalized…I am ready to kick some ass!

then after exerting myself moving that monster frig... I take out all my energy and angst over the last two years of bullshit from this man out on moving that large cooler
then
I come back to my love laying in our tiny twin bed

She brings out the best in me.. she is my muse
after my angry impulsive move of the wasted ole refrigerator ( a metaphor for this adversary to teaching and connection with the students) when the pent up anger boils over the Llama’s last straw,
I cuddle next to my soul mate and feel vindicated by her


I fall in love with her again! I take her in my arms and hold her
I'm finally having even more of an epiphany she is carrying my seed...
More so, I want her to be proud of me as we both grow together
knowing the responsibility of bringing up a child in this universe!

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