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It is cool to relax...my angel's dad has this beautiful backyard in this rural area
I couldn't have thought of a more beautiful place to have our hochzeit!!
I'm so glad we filmed it...
Of course to add to the magic of the procession, Buffy almost synchronistically led the procession...totally unplanned!
We are a thousand miles from the native community of my work...
Now we are venture bound to have the satisfaction of having a child...
Our biggest obstacle is finding someone to take over the payments???
How can we set up an ad on the computer??

Maybe her Dad can help sell it...while I make the payments??...or stop the insurance while I make the first payment for him?? He could put the car on his insurance ??
Then we need to make sure that we can put all of our shit into Tollie's house...
It is so cool to relax with my new family, my angel's family ... to just chill before we go off to OZ!My new nephew and I are watching "Dancing with Wolves"
It is nice to see this movie from a different perspective, in a mostly Anglo rural area with a Chicken plant to hire cheap labor (mostly hispanic)...
My angel is safe and comfortable...she wants to relax for a couple weeks...that will be nice!
I almost feel like writing a letter of apology to all my ex’s or at least a request to accept me for my ADD!

"I understand the challenges of living with and loving someone with ADD on a personal and professional level. Although I know, without a doubt, that attention deficit disorder is a neurochemical disorder and nobody's fault, I also know that you may feel stressed, frustrated, angry, hurt, and confused. There are lots of resources out there for people with ADD, but few for their spouses and partners. And you also deserve support. The fact that my subscriber list is growing by leaps and bounds shows that help for non-ADD partners is sorely needed. I hope this newsletter helps you feel less alone and gives you some new ideas.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~You've probably already does this, but I'd like to encourage you to keep reading and researching about ADD until you truly understand (and believe) that it's a real neurochemical disorder. This is so…
havent written in about a week...it's nice to recuperate even if we have to live next to Koreshhka!!
Im ready to head to hill billy country..It's too hard to take everything with me..

ok a day lata...a little herbalized taking it easy in Utopachi...camping out for the last few days in this village...will I say goodbye , adieu, see ya lata??, or auf wieder sehen...see you again???

when you are young...you can be a player (one that wants to just play,not the present day defintion according the hip hop lingo>...
(that was a thought I had while watching L'auberge Espana...)

19 June 2002 (France) more view trailer
Genre:Comedy Romance Drama more
Tagline:They came from Paris, Rome, London and Berlin to... l'Auberge Espagnole ...where a year can change a lifetime. more
Plot:A straight laced French student moves into an apartment in Barcelona with a cast of six other characters from all over Europe. Together, they speak the international language of love and friendship. full summ…
PROGRASTINATION
G vågner op et par gange spekulerer på, hvordan man får ud af hans normale depression, (det ondt for sig selv holdning ... følelse sorta udeladt gerne Holden Caulfied gjorde i en verden, at han følte ikke forstod ham. Han får i denne trængende tilstand af ønsket om selskabet, der har skræmt ud for mange piger efter Alene død. Han trækker op Buffy loyalt sove ved hans højre side, han trækker hende op og hun giver at sukke, at bekvemmeligheder ham til et par timers søvn. Han er lykkelig over at netop slukke radioen, der kommer på hver morgen ved halv 6 (Aussie;)

that was a little bit of an essay I had written a couple of years ago ,,,
Maybe my story has become a hit in several cities in Denmark of all places curious about "Prograstination"
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ok...it's a day later after a good long sleep..I decided to edit the story and how do I write it better with a healthy perspective of a good long sleep in our bed!! Happy Father's Day...I'm gonna be a daddy!!


What can we achieve to feel good about ourselves??
Will they be talking about me in a positive way for the positive impact that I have created in young growing minds??
I come back and the dead refrigerator that I had moved next to the garbage can
I have never seen someone get away with as much crap as you have, Koreshka!!
Even after school is over like an alpha dog you have to take one more piss to show your territory…
As is you own the village, you take one more piss by dumping the garbage refrigerator in front of my home….
More and more I see through you , Koreshka, the self professed Jedi warrior and ideas of controlling the village the way you did in Bangladesh!;;
You are an enigma, a pariah
I never met an egotist as Machiavellian and manipulative as you...
you are amazing
I…
What can we achieve to feel good about ourselves??
Will they be talking about me in a positive way for the positive impact that I have created inside young growing minds??
we come back from our trek to the Rockies
and see the dead refrigerator that I had moved a week ago next to the garbage dumpster ...How would I address the pain in the ass for the last two years???

"I have never seen someone get away with as much crap as you have, Koreshka!!
Even after school is over like an alpha dog you have to take one more piss to show what you think is your territory…
As is if you own the village,
or be the Jedi mayor!!
you take one more alpha dog piss by dumping the garbage refrigerator in front of our temporary nomadic home….
More and more I see through you , Koreshka, the self professed Jedi warrior with ideas of you controlling the village the way you did in Banglasesh!;;
You are an enigma, a pariah
I never met an egotist as Machiavellian and manipulative as you...
you are amazing
I am amazed more…
"This is my quest to follow that star, no matter how hopeless, no matter how far."

I often Remember the words from Man of La Mancha singing the beautiful words while canoeing and portaging through the lakes of Algonquin Park as a camp Pathfinder counselor... I sometimes think that I might be living the dream of having a beautiful family in a beautiful peaceful environment with the ocean right beside us...

"I believe that a true QUEST is to continue seeking with passionate FAITH, even though the world tells us that to believe in that which we cannot see is FOLLY."

I often feel the same way...while others easily influenced by Machiavellian folks like Koreshka roll their eyes when I mention my human chess dream...
The best revenge is pursuing the dream and achieving it..

then we walk tall as my chess and drama players now do...
they had a wonderful taste of success
"QUEST ... what IS it? ... QUEST is both a noun ... and ... a verb. A search ... and ... a seeking; an asking ... and ... to pursue, says Webster. And I say to QUEST is to seek and pursue with passion that which we know is attainable, even though others may call us foolish.

Remember the words from Man of La Mancha? "This is my quest to follow that star, no matter how hopeless, no matter how far." I believe that a true QUEST is to continue seeking with passionate FAITH, even though the world tells us that to believe in that which we cannot see is FOLLY.


FAITH is FOLLY, the world says, only FACTS are worth seeking. And I say: "Don't confuse me with FACTS ... my FAITH is made up!"


QUESTION ... what is IT? To QUESTION while on the QUEST is to be willing to explore along the way: "unanswered questions and unquestioned answers."

Perhaps a good place to begin is with the QUEST-ion:
1) Do you believe in the spiritual Power called FAITH? ... or do you believe …
It is a weird feeling...almost an emotional letdown after school...suddenly I'm done with the year and possibly the community knowing that I have a year's leave of absence and have a job if I come back from Oz ...I feel it is 50/50 whether I come back to the school or somewhere in the large school district??

Still so many things to do...but both of us dwelling in a state of prograsstination..
We need to have a garage sale but we will delay getting out of here until we get the glasses we ordered...it will be cool to check out Silverton and other parts...

Thankyou, M, for being the steward of my paintings..I love the way you fell in love with the Murch
I'm so happy you don't still hate me..


553: on a commercial break .... while doing my best to tolerate the hungry sighs of the hungry mother ...constantly