"Everyone is looking for a miracle outside rather than looking at the power within"

A major weight has been lifted...the judge said at the end of the day that he would have to recuse the case...my lawyer was a very sharp individual that I would find out at the end of the day loved playing chess in law school. I did not realize that my teaching would be the ace in the hole. He must have known that the judge was a teacher too so he was biased...now there is a very good chance that the case will be dismissed...I had a great lesson in the legal system..I became familiar with the cities' finances...my Navaho officer went to the same school...
The judge realized how punitive the system could be and that the governor was on a vendetta to prove a point....the lawyers were much more experienced than the young prosecutor

Now I can go to Oz...I guess the joy of losing the pain hasn't sunk in yet..unfortunately, the travel place had been closed for a year which was about the same time I booked the flight with her..I want to revel but Im tired and of course emotionally drained...

I have to be careful about who I divulge the informationt too...
It is such great news that it most likely will be dismissed and won't go on my record...
then I realized that he had a case and renewed the confidence that I hired him for..I didn't realize that he was as good as he was...the police and other lawyers looke up to him and liked him...It was a brilliant chess game...and he was prepared...of course I was becoming both anxious , paranoid and depressed about the worst case scenario
it was good to have my confidant best friend be with me in all these trials of my own fortitude..
maybe one of the best things will be walk to that school with confidence!...Muffy says to hold my head up high and walk with confidence...I gave everyone a taste of more to come...outdoor chess and then the anticipation of being the sponsor of several activities that only enhance learning...these students will be excited about it...

"Im in the midst(?) of an adventure right now..I almost feel that it could be somewhere in the beginning of the movie long before the hero achieves what he wants to do for the community ...but so often in these movies there is the love interest that often spurs him on and makes the adventure so much more colorful...you each share each others' perspectives on things both highs and lows..it gives so much more dimension to the realities of lifes' challenges..instead of facing it all alone." :(

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