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So the sun has just set and the moon is waxing to about a 3/4 moon...I have felt the new energy evolving at the school after the momentary lapse of energy with a new moon...things will only get better at our school..my old hs swim coach, chuck (he would whip you with his boondoggle whistle if you ever called him charly!)Dean, when you are down at the bottom, Garvald, you got nowhere to go but up!
Ok ive had one "fat tire" at applebees and I have one hour to let it digest while getting wireless access in the walmart parking lot. I still havent heard anything. No news is good news. Maybe it will be set up for after school is out in about 3 weeks! I still have all those Ieps to rewrite and Im not letting it bother me. I will take the steps thanks to the addaboy and I will plug along. I find out that I can surprise myself about how much I can fit in a day!
At this point I am frustrated that I can get much interest in the human chess play but if I send out the letter and some poste…
We only have 5 more weeks of school and I have access to the internet universe... It is springtime and I feel the energy of change about to happen again as I wonder about getting out of the comfort zone again chatting with Bob who is 60. He is lonely and depressed also since his gf has been gone for a couple of months but will see her in a couple of weeks...Ladonna was great help with me during the crisis of the Navaho matriarch/assistants that sit on their butts and gossip..There's a little tiny blurb with my name in the paper and I'm just waiting for the inevitable(??)...almost as if it's so much easier to let ourselves have a premonition of bad luck. I imagine the worst case scenario with my picture on TV.
hese last 2 weeks have been the hardest but them when I'm down about the futility of my chess project, 2 squares short of a chessboard, the band director says not to give up my dream and then I open up the fortune cookie from the only Chinese restaurant in Gran…
plop, plop, oh what a relief it is!...funny how I am so relieved yet still very angry over the system we have in america.
We are slaves to our automobiles
automobiles are killing machines. I was lucky that no one was hurt including myself
all it takes is about 3 drinks to be over the limit even for a big man well over 200lbs!
...we cannot get around without them...
unfortunately one time you have one too many drinks you make a poor judgement and think that you can drive about 30 miles home. Wrong,G!
someone calls you in from the pub or wherever. ...any chance to get a bellagonna in trouble!
you are about 3 or 4 miles from refuge and safety and the lights go on behind you to give you one of life's large wake up calls!
maybe and you have this black cloud hanging over you...I was enjoying myself and the bloke next to me bought me two beers. That is all it took. I have a good lawyer and the fact that it took so long, for a couple of weeks that I did not know about, my only means of transporta…
he wrote her letters, he wanted to share his life with her and then he was almost 80 thinking if she would ever forgive him....he gets a phone call late at night in his beach shack from his long lost daughter...
he realizes ....i saw your letters after she died,,,can I come to u and be your daughter...can we be a family? can we share our life?? randy williams

tears fell....as I heard this song on NPR with some of my own embellishments...'
If i had another life, I would have done so many things but then we see the seeds grow from the children we teach...maybe we can make an impact???
Healing will help me and maybe we can live on in others...life is so short a little time in our conciousness...the creative process?? I wanna explore something new...I realize when I am travelling how much younger I feel...listening to this bloke telling about his experiences going from denmark to morocco...solice , thinking, time to think...laughing like a child is when I was happiest...what will make me …