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No good deed goes unpunished!

....I was about to leave last night, but I know how I prograstinate and forget things before I take my trip back to the Okie Zone to see if the tornadoes blew away my home(?)...its worth a lot more according to the insurance companies than the market value after I fixed it up. It requires about 20K! ...Brother Ron has been pressuring me to sell the Parthenon laying the guilt trip on me about Uncle Ron and Leslie will lose a few 100k if we all don't see the 8 units together. This multimillionaire down the beach already owns 3 of the units and attempted to buy everyone out for a higher price. He also own the little vacant spot of beachfront that our family sold about 15 years ago to him. He wants a larger mansion than he has already!

I am so tempted to just stay on the beach this next year with Jesus and the Borginator doing their best to take my job. The Borginator comes back out of mental hibernation and an excuse from her shrink and t he union rep to start tearing apart all my Iep…
"Imagine your most treasured dream in every detail, and then set about to be the person who can truly experience it. Your dream will fill the home that you build for it."

We came back from our trip...it was an epipheny and then I had trepidation...sure enough my instinct for paranoia was correct...I feel that I can more and more tell the future...or is it predicting human nature and all of its' weaknesses....
Why is it when we feel that everything is going so well, how others want to tear it down!
Our kids came back from the state championship, undefeating...I thought that they were well behaved but somebody reported that they were playing pool,,,,the problem was that the room with the tables was right next to the bar! I have a feeling they were there when we were thinking they were relaxing in the hotel room...who knows if or when it happened but my job is on the line for sticking my neck out so these reservation students were given a chance to get out of town and enjoy th…
Bummer,..I wrote a few things to capture the moment before I could make the reluctant decision to have one long green beer with a green shamerock necklace in the bottom of the long cup...all that green dye #2
going into your system...so I limited it to one beer...somehow I felt the bf of this other peace corp maiden was acting very protective when we were in a long conversation about the school,(I realize this bloke had grey hair but more of it..probably closing in on 40...He didn't want to sit down!!

I have just a tiny buzz and the discovery of a hidden pouch in this expensive swiss gear laptop backpack helped accentuate the feeling some more...now I wonder where I could drive to, take in the desert scenery...the red cliffs accentuating by the high altitude sun...

I'm hanging outside the coffee shop in the small downtown next to the El Morro Theater since it's the only spot with free wireless...sad that they are not open on Sunday...she spilled the cream when she poured it i…
It's cool to be able to chat with you...I always worry about overstaying my welcome! It was so beautiful staying in Flagstiff with Raphael and Erowyn...
now Im about 100 seconds from narcolepy...It was so fun to hike up with while smoking the new found herb..going to another altered state mixed with a little depression that life is so fleeting....wishing that you were the age of your friends again...you didnt think about how life was so fleeting back then>>
Wednesday: It's too bad that I don't have anybody close by to share the wonderful weather ...long distance relationships are very frustrating...I almost want the freedom of not having a gf so that I can experience falling in love again...I miss that excitement of finding that elusive soulmate and wondering if there ever is a chance that Ms. Perfect will fall in my lap somewhere in my travels...I have been celibate for the past few months just out of laziness and desire to be honest...another big one is why make the…