Froliche Neues Jahr!

wow...sometimes small victories help overcome the continual onslaught of losses in your life in order for you to come to terms with your own mortality and eventual demise or....
just realize that you will be recycling into new life??...
Will this energy be carried on or will you just hypnotize yourself in believing that the conciousness will continue in some way...as you wake up each morning, wondering where your aging body and soul(?) will go...
my journey is more than half way over...it's nice that the visit to Muffy ended well in the full moon phase other than being physically and emotionally abused in the middle of the night for snoring and daring to cuddle...I sure hope the valerian root and the natrol help stabilize her moods ...
Mittwoch: cool, Muffy's town has a cyber cafe where you have a cup of Java and chat with you... I took my blonde Buffy out for a walk and was taken by how gorgeous the day was...I felt that now was the time to seize it..I was about to take off but wanted to be sidetracked by writing a few notes to my wonderful 8 readers that don't despise my existence(?)), or an old gf that might still be curious about moi...No, G, be realistic and know they have moved on!

I was momentarily feeling euphoric, I wasn't sure if it was the sun, God or just a combination of Bud and bipolarity! ..just kidding or am I?? M says it's functioning autistic or Auspergers... Do folks like us often excel or obsess about something until we become experts at it??
I wonder about the many personalities of women where I've had intimate relationships of momentary cohabitation(?)...I am more experienced but then I still don't figure them out or how I could be funny without being obnoxious(?)...she was mad about my finnickiness about her bending my Uno cards and the pick up two syndrome in the game...She was working herself the way my emotionally disturbed student does...

post to newsbusters :
Cheney and Bush will wet in their depends long before they go to the gallows! They will be held accountable for war crimes. Invading a country based on manufactured lies that had to me made up in only two weeks! This is scary about our country for the first time in history starting a war on lies!
"No one can terrorize a whole nation, unless we all are accomplices."
E. Murrow

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