Happy New Year

Janurary 4th, 06
Ok, I've had my 3rd day. Clay was let out of Juvi for maybe resising arrest. He tells me differently after I finally see him peering through the trailer window. I hear about his experiences and think that maybe there is a chance that he's learned from his experience of civilation's timeout room, jail.
He had to learn to become patient for 48 hours actually reading, talking, and playing chess with a few other offenders. The holding center is behind the gas station and there's more but I don't want to say even though this is a fictitious site.
I think about the town, Stone Boat, where three were murdered execution style along a dirt road perpendicular to the highway.
There is a murderer still hiding out somewhere in the reservation.
I think about how Clay needs to stay on the right side of the law rather than hanging out with young criminals of all kinds. Maybe he will say to himself that this isn't the life for him.
I've maybe said too much and wonder if the murderer and any others could so easily visit this little haven in the wild west, with Buffy being my only defense. I become paranoid but I see Buffy sleeping soundly now on the portable's carpet before I finally call my Dad very close to the end of his own natural slightly extended stretch for his soul's visit.
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Most of the time, I believe my life sucks but then I can think that I'm not in Iraq. I have a job. I've had good parents and been in love. I wonder if I'll ever find the right love to share such a short life, but then when you learn to realize and accept what you have, then that is where you can get out of that self pity rut and extend way beyond your self imposed paradigms! It's up to enjoy your reality that you chose and this life's vision of the earth!"

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  1. DARTH: SHOW YOURSELF AND FIGHT LIKE A MAN! i WUDDA GONE TO iRAQ BUT iM TOO OLD. i CAN FIGHT TERRORISM WITH MY CARTOONS. THEY ARE ALMOST AS FUNNY AS THE ONES ON WWW.NEWSBUSTERS.ORG!
    DARTH: IM A LIBERTARIAN. i BELIEVE IN FREEDOM OF SPEECH BUT CALLING BUSH A LIAR IS WRONG! COME ON YOU HACKS!
    DARTH: I DEMAND AN APOLOGY!
    Darthster: wheres my Scotch??
    Darthster: "Hey you are all hacks" as I swallow my sorrows defeated again on this site wondering about my own resignation from Karl's payroll!
    Darthster: "Hey you are all hacks" as I swallow my sorrows defeated on this site wondering about my own resignation from Karl's payroll!
    Darthster: "Hey you are all hack" as I swallow my sorrows defeated on this site wondering about my own resignation from Karl's payroll!
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    Darthster: Many cited what some major media outlets have described as the UAE's "mixed" record on terrorism and further claimed that the administration flouted federal law by failing to conduct a full review of the national security implications of the deal.
    Darthster: [LINK]
    Darthster: [LINK]
    Darthster: You are all bigots, comin from darth in one breath and then fat jewish girls the next breath! tdf then he takes umbrage to being called a redneck native american! tdf
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    Darthster: a company owned by the government of Dubai, a member state of the United Arab Emirates (UAE) -- and cast critics of the transaction as racist, politically opportunistic, or both. The media, in turn, have often repeated these claims without challenge or correction.
    Im a bush lover!: Top ports deal myths and falsehoods Summary: Faced with widespread criticism in recent weeks, the Bush administration and some of its supporters have promoted numerous false and misleading claims intended to downplay the approval of a deal that would turn over control of terminal operations at six U.S. ports to Dubai Ports World (DPW) --
    Im a bush lover!: who have long stressed the administration's failings on port security -- are merely using the sale for political purposes, media coverage of the ports sale has been deeply flawed.
    Im a bush lover!: From repeatedly downplaying the taking over company as merely foreign-based rather than actually owned by a foreign government -- one with a mixed record on terror at best -- to wildly misleading comparisons of Dubai Ports World to the British company from which it is purchasing the terminals to mindless repetition of the Bush administration's false spin that it conducted a thorough review of the transaction to false suggestions that Democrats --
    Im a bush lover!: The Bush administration's decision to hand control of terminals in six major U.S. ports over to a company owned by the government of the United Arab Emirates, without conducting the review that many contend is required by law, has been met with massive public disapproval -- and an unending stream of conservative misinformation in the media.
    Im a bush lover!: Will they warn Republicans that they better cave to Democrats on the issue whenever it comes up lest they risk reminding voters that Osama bin Laden is still out there, that the United Arab Emirates is still scheduled to take control of our ports, and that Iraq is on the brink of civil war?
    Im a bush lover!: Will our newspapers and airwaves now be dominated by dire warnings from journalists and pundits to the White House and congressional Republicans? People don't like Bush's approach to terrorism; will Chris Matthews and Tim Russert and Brit Hume and Wolf Blitzer and Jeff Greenfield now talk about how much of a political liability to Bush this issue is?
    Im a bush lover!: the medias liberal!
    Im a bush lover!: Every time Bush dispatched Karl Rove to deflect attention from his own failures by threatening to bludgeon liberals and Democrats with Bush's terrorism credentials, the media ate it up. Now that polls show that the American people don't approve of Bush's handling of terrorism, one question presents itself: Will the media be consistent?
    Im a bush lover!: Every time Bush dispatched Karl Rove to deflect attention from his own failures by threatening to bludgeon liberals and Democrats with Bush's terrorism credentials, the media ate it up. Now that polls show that the American people don't approve of Bush's handling of terrorism, one question presents itself: Will the media be consistent?
    Im a bush lover!: Hey we're about to get Bin Laden! well get him right before the elections! and liberlas think we steal elections!
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