What if the evil in humans were to take a week or so off??

I was thinking about that thought where everyone just decided to not hate for a week?? Or at least pretend that they don't hate...We are all together in some schwagatopic community walking everywhere and smiling...letting our dogs sniff each other...we pass the peace pipe...

That would never happen but there can be utopic places that have this...I would like to go there sometime with my writing...

I'm having a relaxing (sort of) time with Muffy before she goes to work on Friday...

Muffy smiles at him
"you would be great in Atlantis!... but I thought you were out getting us some lettuce??"

to be continued

by the man who was from that utopia in another life a long long time ago....

Tuesday :( limbo and boredom cocktail(?)

I'm sitting at the Cass County Library while in this funky point of limbo....the normal indecision of where to drive to...at 2.20 a gallon,it costs more and more to meander aimlessly...it costs far more in life when when you don't make the plans...

oy vey...
a blown gasket over hot chocolate that I couldn't find and I knew that it would be a mistake to ask her if she saw it, especially when she didn't sleep well...oy vey!

Most of the time she gets really angry if it's because of my ADD and forgetting where I put something...
"What a qvetch" (Garvald Yiddish) she says.

Speak for herself!...Last night after enjoying the herb, some magnificent whoopee and sitting out watching the storm brewing... She asked me where her car was, when it was directly behind her in the garage!

I couldn't stop laughing even now about it....it was almost as bad as me leaving my shoes at the rest stop so that I could run in the grass with Buffy..I was concerned about giving her the exercise to get her bowels moving..It is dangerous for me to do something critical while thinking about something else...I realized that my most comfortable shoes were gone when I arrived at Muffy's about 180 miles later! :(

I am really tired today, even with a little adderall...I'm not even in the mood to write...I almost want to vegetate or observe others while just cannabizing over what plans that I might make for the near future...the distant future is too overwhelming to take in... I almost want to take a nap or at least converse with other schwaggers over my coffee and "cheap" (according to Muffster) Hot Chocholate over a warm fireplace..Yea what's wrong with getting 2 boxes of 10 packets for only a buck! My mocha/coffee and filtered water is more delicious than Starbucks and it's for less than 10 centavos! Then I have the one hitter and I have a very cheap buzz from caffeine, sugar and stuff! Sometimes that combo puts me in a very good mood to write some more and even leave a message for New Mexico to call...to make a purpose and plan for my road trip..I can even write it off on taxes...but I won't be earning much this year...(even less than last year) ....so Maybe I'll get 2 big refund checks to spend on more travelling or on my deteriating roof??

Muffy couldn't sleep well and I snore when I sleep on my back...even though there was great whoopee recently, it was time to give the Muffster her space before the blown gasket destroys the engine...

a couple hours later....
So it's almost 420 and I'm torn between writing and narcolepting in front of the last few minutes of Crossfire, while Muffy gets a deli sandwich!...lata mates...or chess tonight??

This is from the recent horoscope of Bob. B:
English poet William Wordsworth said that "Poetry is the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings." By that definition, Sagittarius, you'll be a fount of poetry this week. For best results, though, don't immediately translate those spontaneous feelings into action. Let them have their way with you for a while before you decide what they all mean. It's one of those frothy, dazzling times when you have no more important task than to honor your emotional riches with your reverent, patient attention.
still a steady 30 or 40 clicks a day...Im glad that some are still reading..
Wednesday 12:56
Really positive day...Feel that there are so many fun things to do and accomplish!
I think that the main thing is learning to enjoy life...enjoying such a spring morning with the unconditional love of Buffy...
as the above horoscope explains to let my spontaneous feelings be expressed in poetry...document these feeling...
it's nice when your lovemate accentuates your feelings...she is exhibiting the same mannerisms and thought processes...your world is becoming part of hers as you meld into hers...
Of course I have a little buzz mixed in the rejuvenating freshness of spring...
Muffy is working so industriously on the garden in the back of her duplex while Buffy plays with all of her clumps of dirt....Muffy has a 20 foot amount of rope shortened so as we can see her but she won't get into mischief...

It's almost like our own little family...the negative vibes from the daughter are gone for a few days while she stays with her stepdad...

In my past relationships I have only brought myself into a new family with daughters and mothers to coexist or cohabitate...Now I am bringing my own "daughter", Buffy....
We are looked at as a team (Team Garvald(?) instead of just an individual...Now, Muffy, has developed her own maternal feelings for our "child" often overly worried that the leash might choke her( but so what if I'm kicked in the groin)...She loves my new impulsive addition...It is so much safer to fall in love with a gorgeous blonde canine rather than past hurtful relationships...

Sometimes, I realize that I want to write on but I feel like I am wasting the time that I could be outside working with Muffy while Buffy watches :)
lata mates !
for the next week(?)
"I have never met a person whose greatest need was anything other than real, unconditional love," said Elizabeth Kubler-Ross. While that observation always applies to you, Sagittarius, it's especially true now. More than at any other time in the past 11 months, you require a flood of profuse, no-strings-attached love. I urge you to go out and do whatever's necessary to get it. By the way, you would also derive stupendous benefits from doling out lavish amounts of unconditional love. Your top priority, therefore, should be to both receive and give over-the-top generosity.


Ok, so I dole out lavish amounts of unconditional love to Muffy and Buffy...no strings attached other than looking forward to my financial investment in Buffy's vegetable garden?...so do I look for love from soccer mom's while they adore my Buffy..
already I have given so much to her and I get bruises and cuts from it...ie. leaning over to give her a bowl of cool water and then the branch from the tree cuts into another spot in my upper hemisphere filled with scars when I get up too quickly...you think that I would learn from all those bumps from not looking out for my upper head!

should I feel guilty about being lazy from just not grabbing today or manana?.."carpe Manana" was a quote from the very cool administrator who sold me on New Mexico!

It is easy now to give out little generosities to Muffy and Buffy...who else will recieve them today or tomorrow?

for those 20 or 30 readers (?) everyday, you must be used to this free flow of concious thought or not...please let me know without mentioning folks that have long sinced passed away??...can evil take a week or so off??...the internet predator has realized (?) the futility of leaving comments that will only be erased...maybe it needs some time off too?

Muffy says hi to Henry Hudstein! THURSDAY..3/14 9995 HITS!

We will celebrate our 10,000 hits at the Longview camping grounds with Buffy and some imported brewskis! It has been nice to know the internet predator took some time off....He is still creative with names...
He must be one of the 20 or so regular hitters on this site...

Well, we'll toast to all of our readers including Martin and his versatile fingers

We bought a breadmaker and cool fan that creates a water mist!
lata mates!

Friday, 4/15 5:25
I am surfing this wave...feeling the energy of slummin with my best friends, Muffy and Buffy...my family....watching the loons fly overhead both from the left and from the right...stabilized on this wave as co surfers....where do we flow together??...
learning to cope with the forces of life...
flowing with the music
dancing and surfing each moment
feeling the curl
in the zone
to treat them as we would obstacles in nature..
civilization puts us into the confines of what we should be doing as advanced creatures of hominids...
we are told what is the correct belief...
maybe we can surf to that higher level of really truly tuning into the flow of the universe?
eventually learning or forgetting that happiness
is all in the now...
touching the curl of the wave

We had a fantastic time overlooking Longview Lake...Buffy frolicking after the yellow tennis ball or chasing after geese in the abundant lawns on the campground...
the steak was so juicy cooking it on our fire
the fresh tomato, from our garage hunting and gathering earlier in the sweet tasty day in a desperate housewives' neighborhood in the stepfords of KC, was orgasmically juiced and sauteed

and the ever scrumptous taste of the chocholates melting in our mouths...
both of us taking in the senses of the evening all synchronistically..

mmmm....i'm feeling the juices of spring lubricate my loins!

skyrockets in flight.....after the news delight....
I could go into it but there's the IP (internet predator) who might get off on it....

Saturday 10:30

another gorgeous day....Went with Muffy and her friends to Matsu (?), a Japanese restaurant last night...spent almost $60 on our Salmon dinner with Saki...usually the service is better but the tempura was good

We had dessert at the Cheescake Factory in the Plaza...It was a beautiful evening!

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