Fat Tuesday

It's here now and it's raining...Instead of travelling and really doing all the things that I want to do...I still feel the paralysis even with the addaboy..Maybe I ought to go easy on the stuff because it does cause one to perseverate on silly depressing things

like where the hell my life is going??...
how time is flying by more rapidly ...
Am I just noticing this thought that was brought up by Einstein?...
obsessing over maybe's and what ifs, the guaranteed prescription for depression ...
life is so full of these...
I realize that my own conscience is far worse than any friend or enemy...

the fact that the puppy affected your whole day and you just make a concience choice of being lazy...
and you feel so guilty about another day passing ....
of you being the youngest that you will be for the rest of your life...
you know that there are so many places to see while you have the ability to do so...
why mope over previous happiness?..
you worry that you never will be as happy again...

the rains comes in strong and then the painful hail storming you with very hard tears from heaven...but then you often so feel so much better when you have a good hard cry as a release...but it's so nice for your soulmate to be with you to feel your tears too...

you want to be caressed to know that everything will be alright as you listen to the blues of New Orleans...the music hits your ear lobes with the comfort that others survive the blues...and the music goes on

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