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Serendipitous side trip to the Broadway Cafe

I'm not sure if this is the catchiest title but I thought this little trip to the library on Westport Rd. after the coffee shop was appropo.
2:17 pm Wodinsday
It's a busy little library 2 blocks a way from the coffee shop and I can't help but get a little nervous if the homeless(?) bloke behind me bothers me for 35 cents!
I think about the moments of pondering that might change your destiny at least for the next couple of years as far who will share your life. A couple of years ago while in an altered state like you are in, you asked the Gods what might be in store for you if you decided to take the job offer. The bloke at the Buzzard Beach suggests First Fridays at the Nelson Art Gallery and you meet Muffy bartendressing the event that evening. You have a reason to become sidetracked in this adventure.
Now you see the coffeetendress who seems to be in her own wanderlust is coincidentally following you in your adventures. You last saw her serendipitously briefly working for he…

Back to redneckville!

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After a long trip from the Rez and staying over night in Armadillo by morning, I crashed on the water bed. My home now has a good care taker so my transition out of the okie zone has been much smoother.
I had to stop off at the Red Dog for some relaxation from the long ride trying the bare minimum of beeds to stay awake so I would sleep well that night... but there is the emotionally disturbed bloke that attacked me at Lumpy's, Mike Dawson. This angry emotionally disturbed violent redneck mentality is staring me in the face as my foot set down in this intellectually deprived state...

He was just staring at me with an even more hateful stare than the average emotionally disturbed student whom I've tried to help. Why is it that scum like him get away with crap.

He says,
"Don't even start!"

All I say is,
"You owe me a lot of money!"
(from visiting the emergency room it was almost $800!)
His stripper gf starts yelling at me and storms over to the manager wanting m…

Uncle Death takes a break!

I was debating about whether to talk about M Grumpus who has too much work and is worried about getting a C to spoil her summa cum laude average or how excited I was about my chess team and that Dad is still alive even though he has serious congestive heart failure. I need all of you reikimasters and mistresses to send positive energy and reiki to Dad and Lillian's cousin Jimmy. Lately I've been praying and don't think only the Repukes and Jesus land have sole control of God and Christmas!
"Give me a break!
They're even angry at Bush for not saying Christmas in his greeting cards this year!"

Don't get me started but I even want ex gfs out there to send some positive energy to my sick father. Please wish him help and make him happy in his last few year. I pray that he will be able to use his legs so he can still take walks on the beach and see that beautiful surf that's in his back yard. I only have the Serendipachi moutains in my back yard. Imagine if I …

Uncle Death takes some well needed rest and relaxation!

I was debating about wether to talk about M Grumpus who has too much work and is worried about getting a C to spoil her summa cum laude average or how excited I was about my chess team and that Dad is still alive even though he has serious congestive heart failure. I need all of you reikimasters and mistresses to send positve energy and reiki to Dad and Lillian's cousin Jimmy. Lately I've been praying and don't think only the Repukes and Jesusland have sole control of God and Christmas!
"Give me a break!
They're even angry at Bush for not saying Christmas in his greeting cards this year!"

Don't get me started but I even want ex gfs out there to send some positive energy to my sick father. Please wish him help and make him happy in his last few year. I pray that he will be able to use his legs so he can still take walks on the beach and see that beautiful surf that's in his back yard. I only have the Serendipachi moutains in my back yard. Imagine if I eve…

Dear Dad,

I love you so much! God, please help Dad recover and that his legs get in good shape. I want to see you in June and tell you about all the wonderful things that will be ahead in my life. I want Muffy to come with me too to see you. I will try to reach you tomorrow!

November 22
I only have 2 hours before I head back to the Okie Zone for some rest and relaxation!

November 26th
15 hours of driving with a stop off few a few hours and have Firestone put a new boot on cv axles (?) I am so mechanically disinclined! It's sure nice to see Muffy but dealing with her unstable blood sugar and her having to take care of her daugter's issues puts her on the high stress level!
It is a beautiful day today in KC and she wants to see me this evening so maybe I can hang around for a few more hours and start heading out this evening. I'll get into Okc maybe by evening??
It's funny being in the area of Westport for Sushi and a beer at the Buzzard Beach to see Chillicothe Dave, the resident phil…

"Let me never fall into the vulgar mistake of dreaming that I am persecuted whenever I am contradicted.”

Ralph Emmerson

I can't help having vulgur dreams of persecution when I'm continually being contradicted by so many folks.

Buffy has been crying since about 4am and I'm worried about her holding her thinking the worst that maybe she had choked on the steak bone or something horrible. I can't find my keys and I don't want to leave worrying about her health. I worry about like a father would for a child. I want to stay home with her and nurse her.

I wonder why I go into this job where I know that I'll be verbally abused by my students on a daily basis . You then add insult to injury then getting it from the principal when I'm the victim of the abuse.
" There is a difference between having ideas and assuming an expertise better left to other professions!" Mcb emails me with verbal violence after hearing her anger on the phone while the students are listening to me take the verbal lashing.
"You're gonna get fired!"
He laughs derisively after co…

Pulp fiction

Monday 11pm

Watching the wrinkles gather as your skin dehydrates under the dry Navaho sun. You wonder where your life is going at the moment not feeling fulfilled as the image of this utopia or round table of noble teachers is slowly sapped away. You are still so much more impressed with the hearts and minds of so many here including the principal that want to do so much for these kids.
You are disheartened that you think that you could be overwhelmed with the competition that can keep up with all this Baldridge philosophy that is almost a religion forced on these teachers to produce results! No child left Behind has put on the pressure for there to be results even in very depressed Navaho reservations!

I need to make it a point of at least writing to you for a few minutes each night before I get caught up with my favorite soap opera of characters that live on the hereinreality tagboard waiting to cut and paste from my site again.
I think about these disturbed individuals that frequent th…

Hot tub in the Rez!

It was so wonderful and I'm excited about hanging out in this water trough under the full moon only missing M!
The fire was blazing underneath the horse trough that Brandon lent me. He helped explain how to start a fire and then put the trough on it before adding the water. I got a sheet to put over the metal so that I wouldn't be sitting on the hot metal. The metal would get so hot under my buns so by adding the water hose running only slightly was enough to keep the ass cool and be immersed in the hot water. The water took only about an hour to warm up and all I needed was my sweet baby to be with me in my new home. It's still really neat because I've held off moving completely over there until tonight! I'll be waking up to a view of my Mt. Serendipachi!

The new place has a futon and old couch covered up with my old Irish Fleece. It looks like my coolest place ...mmm...It's almost orgasmic that I have this and the hot tub to sit with you under the naked sky!
The…