The flavor of the evening....

I miss so much when I can't get to chat with you almost like I miss you like a long lost soulmate. Is that a good analogy? I was writing this last night thinking the libraries in OKC were still open till 9 on Friday. No, libraries sure could have more hours conducive to weekend readers!

So here it is while I still have time to type (20 minutes):

So what will he do with his day waking up at 11 with the sun peaking through his cedar "forest" in his back yard...
sometimes it gives him a feeling of magic pretending it to be his own magical elfen woods
he was out till 2 am before hearing the angry message on his cell phone
of his distant companion in this leg of life's very short journey.

So he approaches another sunset,
another day accelerating ever faster making truth to Einstein's theory of our own perspective on time...
where will the "happenstance" or twists of fate take him tonight.??

Louie's has a panoramic view of the sunset that he just missed (of course)
almost like the vision of his future home will have this same view of a real ocean instead of looking at a Faux light house looking over Lake Hefner...
a small lake with an image that man wants it to have...
it is not real ....
it is a dam serving as the over chlorinated very hard water that serves as our "drinking" water...

Will he make this his place of grog and gruel for the evening tasting an appetizer that some call a Reuben Sandwich....
but he needs to lose weight and the broccoli salad is also small but tasty...

So he starts writing in his read spiral notebook about what will it take for him to get outside of his own comfort zone knowing that all it takes is the confidence ....
the mindset that he can visualize what he wants and it will happen....
talking to the powers that be that might watching over him...

He has worries of a downward spiral but he's beginning to see signs that it all can be accomplished..
He just has to ask..
paint the picture in his mind and then let the processes happen...
take the steps ....
learn to enjoy each moment as if it his last...
taking in all the world and all the knowledge...
the heavens seem to speaking to him sometimes
and he is learning to tune into that magical radio station to see what fate has available for him...
but he knows that the future can be changed...
and maybe there truly is a heaven when he feels it seeing the gorgeous sun shining on him and his friend for their life circulating walk>>

TO BE CONTINUED!


Comments

  1. I got caught up on all your recent essays, or sort of. I mean you're still way out there, baby, it's hard to understand WHY? you spend all your time making these observations and talking about them. I really must say, though, I was amused by several lines but don't ask me which ones because I can't remember, there were too many...and so much. It did make me sorta miss you, though. Kind of. In a way. Maybe. Hmmm.

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