Another gorgeous morning. Saw Tommy and Valli at Ripper Park playing tennis. Its amazing how we were all playing doubles together there more than 20 years ago! I'm missing the Olympics but its such a gorgeous day. And yes, I do make spelling errors when I have a buzz,
Anon (short for anonymous). Should I capitalize at the start of a sentence?
Monday, August 23rd (schools in Kc, Missouri will start in a week):
OH and dear Anon, I'm sorry that you might harbor so much anger to go from a spell check cut to a "smart ass" cut. You as many of us have many issues that we are afraid to look inwardly at. I have dealt with the death of my wife passing over in this house/home in this land that I'm not happy in except when its a gorgeous day or I'm in love. I am discovering possibly through the great catharsis of writing what gives me the greatest happiness and fulfillment in case there might be a better place to go. I love this search and the writing that is involved with organizing this search with in my own soul. Our minds can be like the homes we live in with all the shit that's collected over 23 years! Its only up to us to organize and clean this mess within the closets and attics of our mind. This website is the very rough draft of this process that is going on within my home, my soul, my community, the place where I habituate. This website will eventually evolve into a book with the names changed to protect the guilty and so Bubbas will have less likelihood of coming after me. (I will thow in Bubba humor occasionally).
At the moment, teaching with power hungry administrators, and not the right location is not best for my health and for doing the best job of helping the children that will have my help when I am ready and fully rested.
When you are angry at someone its very often because you might despise that person deep inside yourself. We often don't accept the anger, greed, selfishness, and all these morally sinful traits in others when we haven't look deep inside ourselves to accept that we might have some or all of these characteristics. Teaching emotionally disturbed children takes a great toll on someone if they don't have a lot of patience and sometimes strain. I am not paid to help or do I have patience as much with emotionally disturbed adults especially when they don't accept that they have issues to cause such deep rooted anger.
I often use humor even learning to laugh at myself and my frequent mistakes. My own own heart has to forgive myself first before I can forgive others.
Ok! There's so much more I want to say to you, Anon, but I've gotta watch the 'lympics...my lecture to you shall continue later!) Try adding those words to ur spell check Mate! Golly, I love chess!!