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PTSD.  Post traumatic divorced syndrome..
  ... My son has become my friend although the feeling s not mutual... But when we go swimming, I know he loves me.
 I just don't enjoy talking to my ... But should be happy to see him every day.. looking for to pickup from school and have a few more swim lessons before school starts

Wow!!! Amazing how Trump Les and tears up our country!  So so much to do and I'm overwhelmed    summer I have been binge-watching obsessed with what Trump is doing to this country... Trying to relax but so overwhelmed with the Herculean (my corresponding by cave pool) tasks to save our families' bed on the beach... Need some serious legal advice about the best way to help my financial issues..... Oh yes... 500 Russian s have checked out my story last month!
Wow... Amazing how psychic...  My son just says  I'm just psycho... Still prefer to be anonymous but the neighbors we ve never enjoyed always appear to be  be curious about my behavior or activities besides talking crap to all my tenants for decades or going to court to be embarrassed by the judgr.. .    I lost Buffy for 2 days.. I went into "next door neighbor"... The retired couple immediately joined within an hour... After I found my blessed walkabout bitch... I wash her , feed her ...she has a great night. Sleeping at foot of my Bed great night sleep... Take her for very. Long bike ride.. she's exhaust ed... take her to my wading pool in overgrown semi tropical backyard.. ask her to stay...she takes off through  the fence she previous ly put a whole thru... I yell out and bike through ,hood... Give up...sit down to the history of Putin took over and his affairs with trump and other America s leader s ... while watching , see latest on" next door neighbor&qu…
Found a chair and I sit there... Had issues with sitting on a chair on a beach.. there are a lot more ugly things than chairs... Like all the plastic bottles taking up thousands of square miles.. or huge pickup trucks... Or trailer s parked in driveways...I'd like to write more but intimidated because I worry about the audience... Mowed the lawn... And happy to see my son everyday.. I wish we could be looking at the ocean instead of a trailer with a nosy neighbor sleeping in it..
where are you LA? I need your help...we are still planning on going to OZ, but as usual there are Herculean tasks ahead of us...

happy that Im with my son everyday and taking him to swim lessons! 

Im hoping the lessons will help him be able to swim in the ocean!

I still want to write a best seller or even publish this blog...

Can you help?
beautiful weekend with my son.   Still very weird about seeing Showalter
wow.... so many things I d love to discuss... but fears... I felt the interview was good yesterday... It was nice that invited my coach
I made good eye contact... I need to get a regular computer or laptop