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second full day with my son... this is my own personal diary, but I still don't feel don't feel totally comfortable sharing my inner most thoughts when there are judge mental folks who read it and will misunderstand me just as everyone including the checkout counter who kep asking me if the assortment of apples were mine.. I kept saying yes but appeared she was more into listening herself than waiting for my answer , beside putting the food into plastic when they have paper bags... ( I worry about the environment in a state where our environmental protection agency director came from...who's more like environmental terminator agency...)   I think of all the plastic bags and platic water bottles all littered up floating on thousands of square miles of our oceeans...

we are basically thoughtless creatures as much as any other animals... my son's grandmother had a discussion with my son about how we couldn't have evolved from gorillas(apes) because they don't have…
http://www.livestrong.com/article/546304-the-benefits-of-dandelion-leaf-root-for-the-kidneys/

"All parts of the dandelion are edible, including the leaves, roots and flowers, and some parts are considered medicinal. Certain of dandelion's purported health benefits pertain especially to the kidneys and urinary tract. Consult your doctor for guidance in the safe and appropriate use of dandelion.
DiureticDandelion leaves have a slightly bitter flavor that goes well in salads and they are increasingly available in produce and grocery stores. (and therefore is a natural food like any other) Vitamins A, B-complex, C and D are found in the leaves. Dandelion also provides the minerals iron, potassium and zinc. Dandelion has diuretic effects -- it promotes increased urine production -- and also replaces potassium that may be lost in the urine. Native Americans used dandelion extract to treat a variety of conditions, including kidney disease, skin disorders and digestive problems, acco…
I have to figure out godaddy while I wait to understand what I have to do to continue the writing process.. I want to let go of so much, but my determination to rightfully be a father keeps me going...
Im frustrated that my exinlaws are currently the surrogate parents of my son...

I thought this pertains to my life so much whenever I see this...


"Taking Things Personally"
by Madisyn TaylorTry not to take everything personally, things that people say and do don't always have anything to do with you.         Every time you interact with others, you have the choice to listen to, acknowledge, and let go of their words, or you can take what they are saying personally. Taking things personally is often the result of perceiving a person's actions or words as an affront or slight. In order to take something personally, you must read negative intent in an individual's words or actions. But what people do and say has no bearing upon you and is usually based on their own expe…

april 29th

spring is in the air... hoping to get a job, don't want to say it too loudly , for all the nasties out there who take pleasure in others' struggles...

hoping I can have custody back of my son from crazy alcoholic wife...
neighbors witnessed her getting drunk in her new car when she was careening to a certain DUI arrest... there was no stopping her...

finally she stops at convenience for a burrito...and her alcohol level was 1.3! ...

meanwhile get a stare that said everything from the nosy neighbor whose trailer always takes up his driveway... if I could read minds, and knowing his bullying instinct that was part of his job description, ..
\"hmmm he's back... what do I know about him so I can get him in trouble or cause him issues",
 (like when he showed up in court for BS Shitwaller, and the judge told him to sit down and shut up.)..

im sure if I have renters or squatters (like BA and others who burnt down the house before they finally left without paying rent fo…
little Robin sanders lived by the street
and frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called ASC
little Johnny Turbayne loved that wascal wobin
and played with him till dinner time in that magic land

together they would travel down rapids in a bitty boat
while robin would watch out for stones and things
avoiding their certain death

all the neighborhood girls would want to play
with robins golden hair
bullies and art crapsey
would bow whener they came
corporations would lower their flags when robin yelled out his name

little Johnny turbine lived by the sea
and frolicked in the autumn mist
in a land called Mermaid Beach
little robin sanders lived by the street
and then frolicked in the corporate mist
in a land call NYCeee

puff the magic dragon lived by sea
and frolicked in the autumn mist
in a land called mermaid beach

a dragon lives forever
not so little boys
diamonds and commodities make way for other toys

so

one grey night it happened
robbie sanders came out no more
and little Johnny t…
owoow.... only took an hour of prograsstinating... only intimidated with what I write for fear the only folks to read this are my neighbors and spies who tell conman and crook extraordinaire that attempted to steal my home after it burned down mysteriously, claiming a dead squirrel did it ,
 while I paid half of what the house was worth ,,, and then he was staying for free while I paid him to build a barn and eaves for my home... he  cons me into letting him stay for free and have to go to court to kick him out... and a judgement...

part of me is very sorry that I told them about this blog, for judgement and nosiness , that has always been the bane of Turbayne...
and then get emails that I should let this conman go with crime as Im sure our country will let the biggest crook stay out of jail... and who was done innumerable crimes plus rape... dishonesty and corruption are the way these conmen have succeeded...

Donald Trump- crook, liar , thief, conman , rapist, molester, female harass…
its good to be working again, even if its only subbing to get my mind off that my son was taken away by x and selfish xinlaws who want to enjoy his youth in their own dreary life


I get down but then Im invigorated with an autistic student that wins a Rhodes Scholarship and is going to Oxford!

Kelly Fleming remembers the low point of raising her son, Jory.
He was eight years old when he spent an entire morning, afternoon and evening wailing uncontrollably. She still doesn’t know what set off the boy, who has autism and a metabolic disorder.
But the tough times seem more bearable now, at the high point. Last month, Jory, who is 22 with a feeding tube inserted in his stomach and braces on his legs, was awarded a Rhodes Scholarship.
In between came Ms. Fleming’s decision to give up on her own dream of practicing medicine, home schooling Jory, learning to read, a bird named Federer and finally college and a dog named Daisy.
“All children have amazing minds,” Ms. Fleming says. “Their brains…